Not knowing what to do I phoned luke. No answer. I phoned ashton. No answer. I phoned calum. No answer. Finally I phoned michael. No answer. What the hell?!
I jump out of the car in an attempt of suicide. I failed. I am bruised up a ton and bleeding. I limp up and run to the hotel that is only a mile away. I should call mom and dad. Nah. They don't care about me.
I reach the hotel. I approach the front desk getting a lot of strange looks.
"Room... Um... Room for one night I guess."
"Okay. The cost for a one night room is... $79.95."
I hand her a $50, a $20, and a $10. Just keep the change."
"Okay. Thank you. May I ask how old are you little miss? It's awfully dangerous for a kid to be walking around the streets of Sydney."
I look 17. I'm tall for my age. I have long blonde hair, a big stomach which matches me huge boobs. So I've been told.
"I'm 17. Not so little anymore." I say with a laugh.
I grab the key and head to my room. I pull the razor I keep in my backpack out and slice right into my veins. Black dots. Blood. Suicide. I'm dead.
Why the hell aren't they answering their phones?I can't see very well because of my tears. My eyes are a flood right now. I dig my nails into my arms leaving big scratches. I get out of the car and run inside. The lights are off. No one is home then. I turn on the lights.
"SURPRISE!" Calum, michael, Luke, and ashton yell.
"T.T.Thanks guys." I say with a sniffle. "I'm not in the mood to party."
"Why not babe?" Asks Luke.
"GABI COMMITTED SUICIDE!" I run to my room and grab my razor. I hold it up to my wrist. I pull down but I'm interrupted by a crying luke.
"BABE NO!" He grabs my razor and holds it out the window.
"L-Luke what are you doing?"
"Trying to help you." He breaks it in half. Removes the blade. Throws the plastic out the window. Them throws the blade into the toilet. The toilet flushes as I sob into Luke's shoulder.
"I'm sorry luke."
"Why did Gabi commit suicide?"
"She said that nobody loves her. Not even us. She said she's bullied, and that her boyfriend pitties her. Then- them she jumped out the car door. I tried to grab her shirt but I missed. This is all my fault luke..."
"No it's not babe. She could have been planning this the whole time. No matter who was in the car or had tried to stop her, she would have tried to kill herself. Even if you would have grabbed her shirt pulling her inside the car, she could have killed herself in some other way." Luke comforts me grabbing my waist as we cry into each other's arms.
Ashton, Calum, and Michael walk in.
"I'm sorry." Says Calum
"Please don't follow in her footsteps. We live you both." Says ashton.
"We love you. I can't lose you too."says Michael between sniffles.
"You know what stinks? That we didn't use protection last night. I was on my period. Which means double sperms luke."
Luke smiles and hugs my waist.
Though I'm happy about maybe having twins. I will never forget my gabi....