I did it again. I cut again. I saw what that girl said about me, even if Luke bit her head off, she still called me out on my flaws. I hate it when they do that, point out everything wrong with me.
I don't know why Luke stuck up for me and said positive things about me, I know they aren't true and that he was just saying that but, why even bother? He shouldn't have bothered protecting me, he should've just agreed with her and replied with an "idek, lol he is a talentless piece of shit ain't he?".
Calum's been really nice at the moment, I wonder why? I haven't down anything to make him be nice to me, I mean he's my band mate he should be nice to me, he's supposed to be my best friend, but I haven't exactly been the nicest to him lately. I guess I just jealous because he is very close with Luke.
"Hey guys can you come down her was for a minute, I've got something important to tell you!" I hear Luke yell from downstairs.
I was already wearing skinnies and a t shirt so I just threw a jumper on so they wouldn't see my ruined arms, and I make my way downstairs.
"What's up Luke?" Calum asks, walking up and sitting next to me on the couch.
"Michael hurry the fuck up!" Luke yells. "Sorry guys it's really important, so I can't tell you without the REST OF OUR BAND HERE!" He makes the last part loud on purpose so Michael would hear and hurry his ass up.
"Alright! Aright! I'm coming! Calm your ducking tits Lucas" Michael states before landing on the couch next to Calum. Luke just shook his head.
Me, Calum and Michael sat on the lounge, Luke standing in front of us, waiting for him to speak up.
"Alright so I was on the phone to a particular someone the other night and I have some extremely big news for you guys...."
I was lying on my bed, just listening to music when I remembered my conversation on the phone that I had with Louis the other night. Oh shit! I gotta tell the boys!!
I ran down stairs and yelled out for them to come down, after a while they made there way down and sat down, but not before waiting for Michael to get downstairs the lazy ass.
"Alright so I was on the phone to a particular someone the other night and I have some big news for you guys..." I trailed off waiting for the suspense.
"And?" Michaels asks impatiently and I get the feeling that he doesn't really care about what I have to say. Well, he won't be saying that in the next 5 minutes.
Calum sighs "hurry it up Luke"
"Alright alright, hold on" I shake my head at there enthusiasm.
"Ok so I was on the phone to Louis the other night and he told me something that's pretty important. He said that they've already spoken to our management and that they just needed to tell us so we could pack and get ready." I say
"Wait, pack? Pack for what?" Ashton asks, confusion written all over his face. There's confusion written all over all of the boys faces.
I take a deep breath "we're going on tour!!" I yell with a big grin on my face