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Today's the day. I haven't seen Luke since the day he left my house. He wasn't at school when I went, probably to pack, like the others...
In approximately 2hours I'll be getting in Ashton's car, meeting the boys at the airport to say good-bye.
I got up to answer the door, but before I could Ashton swung the door open "LET'S GO!"
"We still have 2hours?" I questioned.
"Yeah, but, I want pancakes...and I KNOW IHOP'S OPEN!"He giggled.
"Okay, let me get a shower and get dressed." I said running up the stairs.
I got a warm shower, and I blow-dried my hair afterwards.
I dressed in a short-cut floral dress a little above mid-thigh (that Ashton had bought me, of course) with the thigh-high black socks (also Ashton's doing) and I put on my black toms.
I looked in the mirror, and as usual, I added mascara and eyeliner and skipped down the stairs with my phone in my hand.
"HELL Y/N, YOU LOOK SEXY!" Ashton shouted wiggling his eyebrow 'seductively' and cat-called as I walked by in front of him.
Usually that'd be awkward for other people, but Ash was always like this, and it was hilarious.
"Well, you did pick the outfit." I winked twirling.
"HELL YEAH!" He laughed. "I KNEW I WAS GOOD! NOW LET US GO EAT I'M HUNGRY!" He whined walking outside.
I followed him and locked the door behind me since my mom wasn't going to be home for a couple weeks because of work.
I got in his Mustang and we left for IHOP listening to "Robbers-The 1975'
I loved the song to death, and it reminded me of the day I spent with Luke....Luke.
I looked out the window and stared blankly.
"WHAT'S WRONG? Y/N, WHY AREN'T TO SINGING ALONG?! YOU ALWAYS DO!" Ashton yelled over the music.
"Nothing..." I mumbled.
"Bullshit, Luke told me the other day when you guys talked about music, so no need for lying......Babe?" He asked as the song ended so he turned it down.
"...Yeah?" I asked turning to face him.
We pulled into IHOP and I was about to get out when Ash grabbed my arm to face him again.
"What?" I asked.
He swiped his thumb under both my eyes.
"...THERE! No more makeup mess or tear stains." He giggled winking. Thank god he had my back, or I'd look like a train wreck.
"Thanks." I giggled getting out of the car.
We walked into IHOP and got a table and silently ate...Okay, not really silent.
"LOOK Y/N ARE YOU WATCHING?!" Ashton giggled.
"Yes Ash, I am." I laughed.
He started throwing his little blueberries at different waitresses.
"ASHTON!" I yelled at him laughing hysterically.
"GET OUT!" The manager came and kicked us out of IHOP.
"ASHTON I'VE NEVER BEEN KICKED OUT OF A PLACE!" I laughed and was slightly worried when we got back in his car.
"Now, at least, it's off your bucket list!" He giggled and winked.
Ashton looked down at his watch and he froze and then cleared his throat, starting the car.
"What?" I asked laughing.
I checked the time on my phone and my smile instantly faded.
"I-It's time to go to the airport..." Ashton said backing out.
"...Guess so..." I mumbled.
The car ride was silent. Ashton knew better than to talk to me when I was upset. He knew everything that happened between Luke and I when he stayed the night.
We arrived at the airport and Ashton and I, both, hesitated to get out of the car.
He cleared his throat...he did that a lot when things were awkward or sad.
We both got out of the car. Ash got his bag and swung it around his shoulder.
"Just a sec." Ashton said.
"What?" I asked.
He ran over to me and hugged me super tight.
"The guys will wanna say good-bye and I just wanted to make sure, I-I could..." He sniffled at the end and we release the hug.
He whipped his eyes and 'smiled' "LETS GO!" He giggled.
He always had to be the strong one...I'm just, sadly, waiting for the day he breaks down, again.
I went with him to the elevator and we went up 2floors, and the elevator dinged, and the doors opened.
We walked straight and turned left and saw the boys hugging their moms good-bye.
"MATES!" Ashton yelled.
The 3heads turned and 2smiled.
This was the first time I'd seen Luke, since he left, and it felt like I was dying.
He stared at me as I stared back, Luke's pants looked a little tinted after seeing me and I blushed...I was the first to break the gaze grabbing Ashton's hand for support.
He squeezed my hand once and we walked to the boys.
"Y/N YOU LOOK HOT!" Michael whooped bringing me in for a large hug.
"MICHAEL GORDON CLIFFORD!" His mother snapped.
Everyone started laughing except the moms.
Michael held me a little longer and kissed my cheek as I kissed his.
"I'll miss you, Clifford." I whispered before I moved on to Cal, who was already crying.
"AWE CAL!" I brought him in for a hug and squeezed once. "Don't cry, I'll cry if you do!"
"I'm gonna miss you y/n" He giggled, whipping his tears.
"Back at ya Hood." I kissed his cheek and he did the same.
He stayed still staring at me.
I felt awkward and bad and accidentally let a tear roll down my face.
"LUCAS YOU'RE MAKING A BEAUTIFUL GIRL CRY! STOP AND FUCKING HUG HER ALREADY!" Ashton snapped, buffing up.
Luke and I stared back at each other before we both walked forward and held onto each other for dear life.
"I love you so fucking much y/n." Luke whispered crying into my hair.
"...Luke..." I started crying as well. "...I'm in love with you, I never thought I was until you left the other day. The pain I felt killed me, and I wouldn't eat and couldn't sleep...and I realized, that you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you..." I whispered sobbing.
Luke froze at my words. He immediately squeezed me tighter. "Y/n......"
My heart broke even more, which I thought was impossible, knowing what he was going to say.
"I know..." I whispered hugging him tighter.
"FLIGHT TO ENGLAND LEAVING SOON, LAST CALL FOR ENGLAND!" The speakers boomed around the airport.
"Luke...Y/n...You guys have to let go..." Joy, Calum's mom, said. "You guys need to leave."
Luke and I broth sobbed harder hearing that we had to 'let go'...we both took it in more ways than one.
"Don't forget me yeh?" I asked trying to lighten the mood as we both released.
"Never...God, you're beautiful...." He whispered the last part to himself but I still heard and slightly blushed.
"I love you, Lucas Hemmings." I yelled as the boys started walking away.
Everyone looked back and smiled and Ashton had the widest grin mixed with sadness I've ever seen.
Luke dropped his bag and sprinted towards me and lifted me off the ground and passionately kissed me, while setting me back on the ground.
I grabbed his cheeks and deepened the kiss and we both stopped to breathe and stared into each others eyes.
"I love you so much Y/n...And I always will." He pecked my lips once more savoring the feeling.
And with that he ran back to his bags and the boys got on the the plane, leaving me in the airport, tears rolling down my face.
That's it for now! NO THE STORY IS NOT OVER! I WILL BE UPDATING AGAIN OVER THE BREAK! YAY (: GAH THIS POST GAVE ME SEVERE FEELS, AND PROBABLY DID FOR YOU TOO! (: I'LL UPDATE WHEN I CAN!Thankyou for reading so far<3 Love y'all