Hey I'm back :) I'm just gonna jump into this update since even I get the feels from writing so I bet y'all are curious! :P
I woke up to light shining in my face and when I opened my eyes I saw that it was the lamp beside y/n's bed.
I can't really sleep well with lights on, but I guess it helps when the person you love is sleeping next to you.
I love her....Love....HAHA IM IN LOVE!!!! I want to throw balloons and eat pizza and celebrate!
But-she probably doesn't feel the same... I know she cares about me. I know she likes me a lot...Does she love me?
I ponder the question as I sit up and y/n head falls to my lap, but she just whimpers and goes back to sleep.
I stare at her beautiful face and body resting, admiring everything I see, as I play with her hair, its brown strands flowing in between my fingers.
I don't know why but I can't stop playing with her hair. Or looking at her.
If this is what love feels like...I got it bad.
I just gazed at her till I noticed her eyelids starting to shudder.
"Y/n?" I asked softly. I don't think she's waking up...
"stop...stop...leave him alone, please! STOP! STOP! AHHHHHHHHH!" She screamed sobbing in her sleep. "He's all I have please... don't take him" She whispered sobbing into my jeans that I had forgot to take off.
I shook her until she awoke.
When she woke up, she was shaking.
I grabbed her and held her in my lap 'Shhhh.....Shhhhhh It's okay baby...Shhh" I whispered repeatedly.
"Y/N?! Y/N ARE YOU OKAY?!" Jill yelled coming up the stairs.
In my ears it sounded like Jill was whispering because all my focus was on y/n.
"Y/N?!" Jill screamed barging into the room.
I didn't lift my gaze from y/n as she sobbed into my chest.
"L-Luke....DID YOU HIT HER?!" Jill yelled at me.
I finally looked up solemnly and slowly. Hitting her would be the last thing I would ever do. I would have to die first.
"Jill..." I whispered looking at her hurt.
"I'm sorry Luke, I know you wouldn't hurt her..." Jill apologized.
Y/n stopped crying and faced her mom.
"It was just a dream mom..." She whispered.
"Okay, baby...It's 4 in the morning...go back to bed...Sweet dreams." Jill said slowly shutting the door.
"Sweet dreams." Y/n responded.
She got off my lap and faced me.
"I'm sorry.." She mumbled looking down at her hands.
"It's okay baby...What happened?" I asked. She had cried pretty hard, must've been bad...
"Nothing.." She mumbled.
"Bull shit" I laughed. "I need you to tell me so I can protect you from it." I said more seriously.
"You can't protect me from the future Luke" She said looking into my eyes.
"What do you mean?" I asked confused.
"You leaving...." She whispered not leaving my gaze.
"Oh." Was all I said.
"Yeah, oh." She said and sat beside me. "I'm not tired anymore.."
"Same" I replied."Wanna play a game?" I asked.
"Sure!" She smiled widely.
"We ask questions, and the other HAS to answer them truthfully." I said smiling.
"Okay...easy enough." She responded.
The questions started easy like your favorite color or book or movie, just simple stuff.
Until Luke's face dropped as he thought of something that looked like it made him embarrassed.
"What?" I asked.
"Nothing..." He replied fast.
"Just say!" Y/n laughed,
I was going to ask if she loved me...But you don't ask that...right?
"Okay, okay, What's your favorite song and why?" I asked switching the question to a more appropriate one.
"That's your question? That's not embarrassing that's good!" She giggled.
"Just answer!" I said fake pouting.
She pecked my pouted lip which made us both laugh.
"I like ALOT of songs..." She smiled.
"Just name one." I giggled.
"Okay, okay, Robbers by The 1975." She giggled "Well, it's not my absolute favorite but it's one of them."
"SAME! But why?" I asked laughing. I absolutely loved the song, and video. It reminded me of the un-conditional love that makes you do crazy things for each other.
"It reminds me of the crazy things people do, when they're so deep in love..." She smiled.
She read my mind....THAT'S IT SHE CAN READ MINDS...That was creepily awesome.
"Haha, same..." I said returning the wide smile.
"I don't wanna play this game anymore" I confessed laughing.
"Okay, then what?" Luke asked.
"Talk?" I laughed.
"Okay....Like serious talk?" He asked his smile dropping.
"Yeah..." I said dropping mine as well.
"Okay...Are you thinking of breaking up with me y/n?..." He asked looking at me like a hurt and kicked puppy.
"Luke...." I sighed.
"I knew it! I FUCKING KNEW IT! I KNEW YOU WERE TOO GOOD FOR ME!" He yelled with fast hot tears rushing down his cheeks as he got up off the bed to pace the floor.
"Luke...I will never break up with you...Ever." I said grabbing him and holding him tight as he sobbed into my shoulder.
"I never want to leave you, y/n, but this is my dream, I'm not gonna stay either..." He said facing me.
"I know, I would never ask you to stay away from your dreams for me." I replied.
He leaned down so we were forehead to forehead, breathing in rhythm.
"Y/n..." He said.
"Yes Luke?" I asked.
"I'm in love with you." He confessed staring into my eyes.
I didn't reply, only stared back into his beautiful, now dark, blue eyes. I was shocked to say the least. I loved him, and I thought he just liked me.
"Say something? Please?" He begged a tear falling down his cheek.
I opened my mouth but before I could reply, Ashton broke into my room wearing the largest grin I'd ever seen.
"GUYS!" Ashton yelled then immediately stopped when he noticed Luke's red and tear stained face.
"What?" Luke asked wiping his face quickly and taking his face away from mine to face Ash.
"Uhhh- It's a bad time to say this..." Ashton said looking down.
Ashton didn't leave the awkward situation- so it was obviously important.
"WHAT ASHTON?!" I yelled getting irritated. I was going to tell Luke I loved him too...
"They changed the gig to 1week instead of 2..."He mumbled.
That's all for tonight guys! Haha Cliffhangers! I'll try to update when I can! Thankyou for reading so far<3 Love y'all