4. || I Have Nothing To Say ||
I put my dark blue hair at my left shoulder. I walk up the four stairs I have to take to get to my room . I walk by the hallway and see my room's door. I open my door, go in and slam the door. Tears fill my eyes, but I don't know why. Maybe because I just lost a half of me. My half was Luke, but I lost it.
I walk to my white desk. Everything is white on my room. I pull out the white chair and sit down infront of my Mac. I open my Mac and put the password.
I really gotta change this password. We are not forever anymore. Tears run down my cheeks. I already miss Luke. Why do I miss him? Why do I need him now? I don't want him!
I can't think straight. I can't think straight without her. Lord, what have I done? I just lost a half of me. Kiara was my half. I want it back. I need her. I miss her.
As Michael, Ashton, and Calum enter my room, they sit on my bed. I close the dor behind me.
"Mate, what the fuck happened?" Michael takes out his acoustic guitar, as I take mine.
"Well we ..." I trail off. I don't know what to say. "We had our last up and down. I don't miss her." I shrug. I look over at my openned window to find her. Jaw openned and tears running down her face. "Shit." I whisper as Calum takes a guitar and Ashton takes out a electric piano.
"Ash, Mikey, Cal?" She whispers loud enough for everyone to hear. Tyeir heads switch at her with jaws wide opens. "W-what are you doing?" She manages to say. She tried to sound firm but she is broken. "I thought you guys were my friends..." She cries out.
"Lets talk about it." I say. "I will tell you why they are here and all that shit."
"I have nothing to say." And with that she closes the window and the curtains.
I miss her.