3. I can't
I'm sorry Niall how much I would love too but I can't" I say wanting to cry
"But why not" he questioned
"Cause I know if I say yes then you're be on tour with the boys and I'll be here, that means we can't see each other that often"
"Yes we can, and we will, I'll make sure we see each other every other week"
"I'm sorry Niall but no"
And with that, I left wanting to cry. Trust me I would love to say yes but I know I'll get hurt
I ran to my bedroom crying but when I seen the big Niall poster I had I cried even harder.
Three days later:
Well it been three days since Niall and the boys left, I been so sad I just miss him so much. it been the same crap like before my mom started being mean to me again, Bella still bullies me, I even cut again, I mean it's not like I like doing it, it just gets to a Point where I feel like I'm unwanted.
30 mins later:
I couldn't believe my eyes when I seen my phone. I got a text from Niall, I quickly got to my phone and read it it said
From Niall to Sara: "hey Sara it's Niall me and the boys are going to be in your town today. You wanna meet up?
I quickly replied:
From Sara to Niall: "sure Niall where and what time?"
From Niall to Sara: "how about Starbucks at 4:00?"
From Sara to Niall: "sure perfect"