"Tell him that Lorie called." The voice said and then she hung up.DAMN IT!!!!! I yelled and threw the phone in the other couch. I grabbed my phone out of my pocket and dialed her number, but of course she didn't answer. She never answers her phone when I call her. I get she's mad at me but there will come a time when she has to talk to me, because there's no way that I'm gonna live my whole life fighting with her. Suddenly I thought of something. Maybe if I call her back in an hour or something like that, with Ry's phone, she's definitely gonna answer cause she's gonna think it's Ry.But then again, she will just hang up. So I guess that plan is not gonna work. But if I don't try, I'll never know. I don't care what she's gonna think, I need to talk to her!
I went on watching CSI on Netflix. So fascinating with all the crimes! Suddenly I heard the boys coming home. Shit! I said to myself. I grabbed Ry's phone, ran into my room, locked the door and began playing music. It's only 20 minutes ago since Lorie called, I can't call her back right now cause she's gonna find out that it's me. This is so wrong.... I just wanna know how she's doing and why she's back with Louis. I mean why the hell did she go back? I stood up, put the music down and unlocked my door, otherwise it would be a little suspicious. I sat on the floor next to my bedside table and opened the drawers seeing old pics of Lorie and I. When I looked at them, I let a tear fall and thought back of the conversation with mom. "I can't talk about it, because she fucking doesn't know, mom!" I yelled back. "That you love her?" she asked quietly. "knock knock." It interrupted my thoughts. "Door is open!" I yelled. I saw Ry coming in, closing the door behind him. He sat next to me and looked at the picture I was still holding. "You miss her, don't you?" He asked. "Like hell, bro!" I sighed. "By the way she called you and all she said was: " Tell him that Lorie called." and then she hung up. "Yeah, I actually came to ask if you had seen my phone." I grabbed his phone out my pocket and handed it to him. "Here, I kidnapped it to call her back but I think it's not a good idea." I said. "I don't think so. But I'll call her back and let you know how she's doing." He said and left.
After an hour, I got out my room heading to the kitchen to grab some water when I heard Ry call. Probably with Lorie. At least that's what I hope. I kept staying behind the door to listen what he says. "How you're doing now?" I heard him. "How you're not with Luis? You said you went back to him?" "So actually, it was all a lie?" I let a tear fall and went back to my room. I was so disappointed in her. She doesn't want me anymore! I completely lost her and my plan on telling my feelings at her.... Yeah I think I can forget about that.
"RIING" I grabbed my phone seeing it was Ry who called back. "Hye Ry!!! Glad you called back!" I started. "Hye, Lorie, how you're doing now?" He asked. "Uhm, Ry there's something I need to tell..." I sighed. "I'm not with Louis." I said? "How you're not with Louis?" He asked. "I never went back to him." "So, actually it was all a lie?" He asked with a mad voice. "Ry, I don't even know why I came up with this, I mean I guess I wanted to take revenge at Justin but I really regret it now and I ...." "You what?" He said. "I love him Ry! I've always loved him! Louis was just some guy to forget my feelings about Justin but it never worked cause I still feel them and I didn't come on tour with you guys because I know it was gonna be hard!" I spat it all out. "Why did you never tell anyone?" He asked with a surprised voice. "He'll never feel the same Ry! It's just not worth to tell him... It's only gonna hurt me more." I explained. "Lorie,... You don't know if you don't try." He said. "I can't just tell him!" I sighed. "Yes, you can! Just do it! Okay?" He begged. "Kay..." I said. "I've to go! Bye!" He said and hung up. What? No! I can't just tell him! OMGooosh! Why me? Why do I have to fall in love with my bestfriend?
FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I yelled as loud as I could. I kept hitting the wall out of frustration, till my fist was all red. "Justin! What the heck are you doing?" I turned seeing Ry standing in the doorway. "She fucking lied! I heard you say she's not with Louis and that it was all a lie! Why????" I yelled. "Justin, stop yelling! For God sake!" He said calmly. "Don't I have the reason to yell, to be mad, or no to be furious because she fucking lied to her best friend? Don't I" I said frowning both my eyebrows. "No you don't!" He snapped. "So you find it okay to lie?" I asked. "You hurt her, you made her mad and she just somehow wanted to take revenge." Ry explained. "Revenge for what? Revenge because I stood up for her? because she didn't have the strength to come up for herself?" "Justin, stop talking about her like that!" He snapped again. "It's true! She lied to me because she hates me and she doesn't dare to tell me... That's her problem. But okay she wants war, she gets war!" I yelled. "SHE LOVES YOU! SHE HAS FEELINGS FOR YOU! AND LOUIS WAS JUST SOMEONE TO FORGET ABOUT YOU BECAUSE SHE THINKS YOU WILL NEVER FEEL THE SAME!"
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