The night was amazing. Truly everything I could ask for in that moment. Truly everything I wanted and needed. He was amazing and I loved him with every inch of my body. I woke up to him cuddling me closer to his chest and tightening his arms around me. To be honest with you this was enough to turn me on. I loved the feeling of having him this close to me.
I turned around still sleepy and didn't really know if I was awake or if this was somewhat a dream. I was facing him and smiled even though he couldn't see me in the dark. We didn't speak we just lay there aware that the other person was awake and enjoying the company of each other.
I had placed my hands on his back and moved closer to him. I wanted to feel him against me, feel him love me.
We moved in motions I had never felt against my body before, it was magical and beautiful and really really hot. Harry was my idea of perfection and when things like these happened I was fully happy.
When I woke up the next morning Harry was already awake beside me. It was strange for me to have him there but honestly I'd love to wake up to him every single morning.
I smiled at him as I looked into his eyes. I loved this. I loved this so so so much. Why couldn't I get enough of this? Why couldn't I get enough of him like I could with every other person on this planet.
"Did you sleep well?"
He smiled to me and placed a soft short kiss on my lips before he got out of the bed.
"Where are you going?"
"To take a shower, do you want to join?"
"Just give me a minute, why the rush?"
"Because I have to be in the bus in 1.5 hours and I want to say proper goodbye to you before we leave."
"How about getting me home?"
"I've talked to your mum, and she's on her way."
"You called my mother?"
"I didn't really have a choice when you didn't want to go with Mark and you wanted to stay here for the night..."
"Don't be mad at me Elena. I didn't do this to bother you, you know that. I'm just trying to make this all work for the two of us."
"I know, I'm sorry. I'm just not really into the whole leaving yet thing."
"I know you aren't, but we'll see each other soon. I promise."
We went to shower shortly after. It was honestly a bit awkward to stand there with him today but I did it because I didn't know when I was gonna see him again.
Ww finished soon after and moved down to the lobby where the rest of the boys were waiting for us with security and crew members. I hugged them all when we got down there and sat down on Harry's lap as he had placed himself with mates.
"So what's next?"
Louis spoke as the first person as the silence had become awkward for all of us.
"I'm going back home. I need to get back to school..."
"So when will we see you again?"
"Sooner than you think I believe."
I looked down at Harry as he questioned what I was saying. Why I was saying as I did but everyone knew I couldn't stay away so of course I had tickets for a few concerts and even more, of course I had made sure that my name was on the guestlist and that I could be there.
I saw my mum enter the lobby shortly after. She was stopped by some of the staff here and was checked before she walked up to the group.
The boys greeted my mum and the crew members made sure they got pictures as well. It was kinda cute to be honest with you but also kinda strange. We got a lot of pictures when my mum was there and I got a lot of pictures for myself as well. I loved when we did this so it was a special moment for me even though I had done it before.
We spoke for a while and everything was fine and fun until the boys had to leave and unfortuneatly so had I.
I had said goodbye to the rest of the boys and stood with Harry next to the bus outside.
"So this is goodbye?"
"It's not really goodbye."
"When will I see you again?"
"Come around as soon as you've got the time. Otherwise I'll come by when we finish this tour."
He hugged me tight and I guess I held him even tighter because I didn't want to let go. I wasn't ready to say goodbye to him. I was never gonna be ready to be honest but right now just wasn't the time for it.
My mum stood behind me with the rest of the boys and stared at me. I was sad and tears were streaming down my face as I gave into Harry and kissed him with a passion. It was vulnurable but it was how much I loved him and it was all my love that I gave into in that moment.
"I love you."
"I love you more."
"Promise me we'll see each other soon."
"I promise love."
He kissed me again when he had finished speaking and held me tight before the busdriver told him it was time to go.
"I'll come back, I promise."
I smiled to him and cried as I saw them get on the bus. This was harder than expected and I hated it especially because I knew what would come next...