We got out of the car by the venue in Herning. It had been a hell getting in there because of the fans but somehow today I was actually up for a little challenge.
"Thanks mate, I'll definitely see you soon. Great seeing you, and sorry about that whole thing."
Harry was saying goodbye to his friend before he would come back to me, I was sitting on the stairs, watching Niall and Zayn play around with a football. I loved seeing them there and I loved that I was in here and not out on the other side of the fence with all of the fans who were staring at us.
Harry came up and sat down beside me after he had greeted his friends. The fans could barely see us, and that was the main reason I had picked this point.
"We know each other because I started speaking with him shortly after you had been in London to meet me the first time. He was there as well and then I sorta may have been watching you through him."
"That's disgusting Styles."
"I know, and I'm sorry but I couldn't just talk to you. For some reason it's always been different with you Elena."
"Am I really that special?"
"You're everything I could ever ask for."
"You're such a flirt."
I rested my head on his shoulder and sat there for a while in silence and watched the boys. It was good beeing back and I knew I'd miss them when I wouldn't see Harry for a while.
"What are you thinking?"
"It's nothing. Just life you know..."
"I've been thinking about something."
I smiled and let out a giggle before he looked at me a little friendly annoyed but then smiled as well.
"What have you been thinking Mr Styles?"
"On the way up here, you said something, then you stopped and said my name instead... What were you about to say?"
I bit my lip and was unsure about everything, could I tell him that I was about to call him my boyfriend? I didn't know if I could actually do it but somehow I just wanted to do it and wanted to tell him everything that I actually had ever felt for him.
I looked down as I spoke out the words quietly.
"Do you see me as that?"
"I don't know but I want you like that. I liked everything we did when you were at my place. Even the little things."
He wrapped his arm around me and smiled at me before he placed a kiss on my lips.
"I love you, you know that right?"
I cuddled closer to him and felt him against me. The body I had been feeling against my skin earlier now so different all covered in clothes. I felt like doing him again and I wasn't even ashamed of saying it. I placed my hands under his shirt and felt his skin again. He must have been surprised by my cold hands because he started giggling and little and made a funny little sound.
"Elena what are you trying to do love?"
He looked at me begging before he got up from the ground with me. He saw the desire and lust written in my eyes and brought me inside.
"We can't do this here." he whispered before he kissed me passionately and moved me away from where everyone could see us.
I was stood against the wall and I tasted all of his on my lips and in my mouth. It was a great feeling and I loved it a lot. It was passionate and I couldn't help but let out a single little moan at the back of my throat before he stopped and looked at me. He had the same lust written in his eyes and took me into a room before he locked the door behind us.
Words weren't said between us we just moved and I kinda liked it that way because we both knew what we wanted and we both definitely got what we wanted. I felt him move me around the room, take one piece of clothes off of me at the time as I did the same to him until we were stood naked in front of each other and we could feel every inch of each other's bodies.
I loved it.
I loved the skin against skin feeling and when he slowly breathed out on my neck before he would place his lips and teeth against it. The small bites made me more eager and the same thing happened to him. Whenever he could turn me on more he would become more eager.
We were in the room backstage for way too long. Long enough for someone to knock on the door, tell us that we would need to get out of there immidiately as the preporation for tonights show was already started and everyone was in need of Harry.
I felt a little embarrassed as I walked out of the small room and out on the stage where I saw Niall playing around with his guitar.
"You're one loud girl you know that?"
He started laughing and I felt how I blushed of embarrasment.
"Don't worry about it. We've all been there."
"That's not the thing I want to hear."
"What exactly is it you want to hear?"
"I don't know."
"Let me get to know you a little. We've met so many times before, tell me something. Why did all of this start?"
"I fell in love with Harry the first time I met him..."
"I don't know, there was just something about him."
Niall shook his head. He loved his mate but there was something going on.
"Do you think I'm just another doll of his Niall?"
"No he seems to like you."
"What is it then?"
"It's just strange."
"Having someone new around you never know who you can trust really."
"I'm not gonna ruin anything for you guys if that's what you're scared of"
"I'm always a little scared Elena."
"You should be. Everyone should."
"Always. Your fans, the world, my parents, my class matese I'm scared of everyone but your band."
"It's strange, that's why I kept coming for you guys. I wanted to feel safe again. Music is much more powerful than people beleive and I think I need it in my life. I need you guys."
"What happened since you become this person?"
"Well I was fooling around with a guy and may or may not have kinda had sex with him and then I told him to fuck off and leave me be because he was just using me, and then you guys came around and I was left alone so I started using you guys as my friend and as an escape from the world."
"The world is too beautiful to escape. Remember that."