I woke up the next morning cuddled all up in my duvet in the hotel room. I felt strange. I had been crying in my sleep again but it wasn’t news to me. It was always like this when I had been around Harry. I would always cry in my sleep.
I took my phone and looked at the time, but the text on the screen was the first thing to catch my eyes. There it was a British number I didn’t know and the first few words of a text printed to my iPhone.
Hey.. glad we hung out last night. I really felt like I got to know you more. I’ll be working all day but I really wanna see you, so come down to the studios. <3
It was all there. He had actually texted me and within 24 hours he had asked to meet me twice. I couldn’t believe this was happening I must have been dreaming, but it was all real and I couldn’t help but let out a little scream of joy.
I found my phone again after I had thrown in and texted him back as fast as I could.
Just woke up… will be there as soon as I’m done with the things I need to do today. <3 Glad you came around last night as well.
I sat on my bed even though it was past noon and I needed to get up to meet him but I was just so comfortable sitting there curled up in the duvet with messy hair and the TV on. I felt more alive than I had done for a long time.
I was scrolling through twitter and that’s when I realised why he had texted me and why he wanted me to come down to the studios. He had changed. Something about yesterday changed us both because Harry had publically mentioned me on twitter and tweeted the picture of us. I was out of myself and really didn’t know how to react. Of course for me it was positive but his fans were going mad because he had called me out.
Why would @harry_styles even call @Elenababe out? Why would he even hang out with her?
Don’t get what @Harry_Styles is up to. @Elenababe isn’t really the best person to be around.
@Elenababe is really the most annoying person ever when it comes to 1D!!
Does anyone even like @Elenababe?
That picture needs to get off of the internet! @Elenababe stay away from Harry and the band!
LOVE LOVE LOVE the picture of @Elenababe and @Harry_Styles. Just date already.
That last tweet I read made me smile all over the face. I really wanted to date Harry, I honestly just wanted for everything in the world to be together with him. He was a wonderful person and I believe we would make a wonderful couple. But in all honesty there would be too many complications about it.
If Harry could post the pictures of us, so could I so it was time for me to speak up for the first time in a very long time. The first I took to was facebook. I didn’t have a page or anything but I did have my profile and people followed me on there so I made a public post adding the picture from last night where Harry stood on the right side of me and a little behind me. His hands were on my waist and he was kissing my cheek.
If Harry can post our pictures on twitter, that gives me the right to post this in here as well. I’ve travelled to England so many times and most of the times it has been for this incredible friend I have. Whatever you believe is on you, whatever you wanna say, say it. I met Harry back in 2010 and we have kept in touch ever since. We’ve met up many times and hung out a couple of times as well, and last night we took this adorable picture and I just wanna share this with you here.
I’ve been letting myself down and been sad because of a lot of things that people have been saying here and everywhere else but I don’t care anymore. Harry is one of my favourite people in the world and I’m honestly so proud to call him my friend.
I shared my status on twitter and people went mad but I didn’t care. I couldn’t care anymore. He had told them I was a friend of his and now it was official that I could be seen with him even though he most likely hated what he had done and what he had said.
I saw someone I used to go to school with comment on my photo saying that it was the fakest thing she had ever seen and asked me why I would spread such lies about who I was hanging out with. I send her, the link to the tweet Harry had tweeted with the picture of us and that sure made her shut up because she didn’t comment on the photo after that.
Loads were asking why he would be kissing me on the cheek and someone even said they had seen us out for a walk last night where we had been holding hands, and why someone who were friends would be holding each other’s hands.
Harry is a special friend of mine and to anyone who knows me well you will know what this means to me. I am not dating someone’s idol I’m simply just having a wonderful friendship to him. He took my hand last night because I needed the support. It was simply a friendly gesture.
I shook my head looking through all of this and decided after a couple of minutes that I didn’t want to keep spending my time on this, and that I needed to do something different so it was time for me to make my way to the bathroom and get ready to get to the studios where I would be meeting up with Harry.