1. SCHOOL SUCKS
i woke up to the screaming of my annoying sister,jennifer argueing with her boyfriend."ughh mondays".i walk to my bathroom to wash my face and brush my theeth.i carefully took out my braces pouch and took out the hook that i can scrape the extra stuff that was stuck in my braces.but then...."SHIT,MY FUCKING GUMS" i screamed.the i quickly washed out the blood from my mouth and went back to my room.i walked to my closet and looked at my long sleeve flannel shirt."its too hot to where this today" i thought to myself.i look at my wrist to see a whole line of battle scars."but i have to" i took down the flannel shirt and put a white tank top under it.i grabbed my dark blue skinny jeans threw them on and took my black vans and laced them up.i went to the bathroom and put on concealer on my wrist.i put mascara and put my blades behind the sink in a whole that was supposed to be fixed but wasnt. nobody even realizes that hole is there,so im in luck.i grabbed my bookbag and ran down the stairs."morning mom,how was you night" i asked."good honey,did you study for your tests today?" she asked concerned.crap i forgot!!"i thought."yes mother".i looked at the time .it was 8:10."i gotta go bye mom,bye dad,bye loser" "bye nerd"my sister called out.i ran out the door and placed my headphones in my ears,blasted "sleeping with sirens "and i was on my way to that hell hole.
*walks in school*
*still in Jamie's P.O.V*
i went to my locker and saw a note from my best friend bailey. it said"sorry i can sit with you today,i have an appointment.love ya-bailey"great,just great" i opened my locker and shoved all my books inside."hey bitch" shouted melanie. melanie is a girl that bullies me along with her sidekick valencia.she slammed my locker shut."WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT FROM MY LIFE!!??" i shouted."im here to remind you that nobody likes a fat,ugly,dumb bitch like you.you know like everyday"she said matter-of factly.i felt the tears coming,but i held them in just like always.i looked around and EVERYONE in the corridor was looking and watching us argue.i wasnt gonna back down this time so i said"since you like to remid people of alot of things i wanna remind you that your the biggest slut along with valencia,and that you lost weight just to fit in""i cant believe that i just said that" my weight loss has nothing to do with you and- a-and""AND did the cat catch your tounge??" she then stormed of to the bathroom.i turned around to open my locker and get my things.when i turned around,everything when black.last thing i remember i falling on the floor.