Life is hell. I don't move. Dylan and Hayden have been at Liz's because she said that I need time and I think I do to. I'm cutting at least 3 times a day. I look at photo albums of me and Luke and it hurts.
Mikey's coming over today. So I get to talk. There's a knock at the door and Cal answers. I thought he would come right up but he doesn't I go downstairs and him and Cal are talking.
"Cal why how could you???"
"I'm sorry. He stole her from me so I just did." I'm So confused.
I go back upstairs and I see Luke's song book in the corner. I open it and I see all of the songs we wrote. I almost smiled. Almost. I get to the last page there's writing and it's not Luke's but Cals.
You are like a brother to me and Stacey. I love you so much. You are my best friend but you took something important from me. Very important. Stacey. I thought if I crashed the car it would kill you painlessly but it didn't so I pulled the plug. I'm sorry but if it means getting Stace back then I'll do it. I'm sorry and I love you.
Cal? I drop the book and run downstairs. "YOU FUCKING DICK!!! I HATE YOU!!!! WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME!!!!!! I LOVED HIM AND YOU KILL HIM!!!!!" I HATE YOU CALUM!!! I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL!!!!" I run back upstairs and cry and cry and cry.