19. Get Better
We got home 3 days after Stace had the kids. Hayden had to stay a couple days longer so they could make sure nothing happens to him. I'm really worried about him. He's so small. He's only 2.8lbs. Dylan's 7.15. I guess when the accident happened he blocked her and he stopped growing.
I stayed with Hayden in the hospital cause I didn't want Stacey to worry anymore. I would talk to him a lot and I feel like he knows what I'm saying cause when I talk he opens his eyes like he wants to reply. I was on the verge of crying and I told him how I felt.
"Hey Hayden. I just want to tell you I'm really worried about you kid. I mean you are my son and I want to thanks. Thanks for blocking Dylan when the accident happened. It's like you knew something was happening and you made sure nothing happened to her. I'm proud of you. Your moms really scared. We all need you to get better. Me, Mom, Cal, Jay, everyone. So please get better....." I said and then I said one more thing "I love you" when I was finished I noticed there were tears on my cheeks.
About an hour after me and Hayden's talk cal came to check on us. "Hey look. How is he?" He says with worry in his voice "I...... I really....... Don't know." I say softly looking at Hayden. The last thing me and cal say were "Get Better."