I watched two twins appear in the video and they started to talk of the issues that I was going through. It felt as though they were talking directly to me. They said to don’t take the shit what people say to you. Jai and Luke told me to not to become what others tell me. To have more confidence and to be myself. They told me to stop harming my body because that’s what loves me more than anything else. I teared up, but for the first time in forever, the tears were happy ones. I felt loved and understood.
For the next few hours, I watched the other twin talk videos and videos they were in with three other boys called Beau, James and Daniel (skip). The five boys put together called themselves the Janoskians. Their videos filled me with joy. My own laughter rang through the house like it never did before. Before I knew it, it was already 1 am in the morning. I flicked the light switch off and went to bed.
I woke up as the sun came out. Its beautiful bright rays hit me from outside the window. Today was Saturday, I had no school!! I decided to treat myself to Starbucks and to a shopping trip at the mall.
When I walked into Starbucks, the fresh aroma of coffee immediately hit me. I studied the menu for a bit until I ordered. I got a chicken pie and for my drink I ordered a chocolate chip Frappuccino. When they called my order out I grabbed it and then plopped down in a comfy couch with a table in front of it. I took a sip out of my drink and I felt as though I was in heaven. The drink tasted of cold Oreos with little chunky bits here and there. It was sweet, but not sweet to the point it was overpowering. I then cut a piece of chicken pie and ate it. The mushroom and the chicken in the pie worked together amazingly. In less than 6 minutes, I had finished the entire plate.
After cleaning up the area I had ate in, I exited the shop into the mall. I looked around but had no clue where to start. The mall was ginormous. There were about 5 floors and each floor had about 25 shops. To cover the entire mall was going to take me hours. Good thing I love shopping then! Shopping just made me feel happy for some reason. I decided to start on the bottom floor and to work my way up to the top of the mall. I walked into forever 21 and gasped. This seasons clothing line was amazing. There were so many cute sweaters on sale as well as cropped tops and jewelry. I bought a sweater with pizza’s all over it and a crop top that was a neon pink and white stripy tank. Just as I was about to pay, I spotted the cutest shoes ever. They were kind of like vans except they were black and some parts were sheer with designs that were very artsy. I excused myself and sprinted to get a pair that fitted me. I ran back to the counter and apologized for taking so long as I handed it to the girl there. She rang it up and I gave her my credit card to pay. I exited the shop, bag in one hand and then headed into the next shop, Hollister.
After 5 hours, I got into my car with around twelve different bulky shopping bags. After returning home I fell asleep as soon as I hit the bed. My nap lasted for around an hour before my phone rang and woke me up. It was my parents. They asked me how I was doing, and I told them I was fine as usual. I told them about my new clothes and they were glad I was happy just as long as I didn’t make them go bankrupt. I laughed and then ended the call. I went on my laptop and decided to make a twitter. Since the janoskians had twitter, I would get an account just to see what they were up to.