4. Chapter 4
Once we all got into the arena the boys had to go and get ready. Sarina and I waited for them in there dressing room while they were in the bathrooms.
"So Sadie how are you feeling after telling everyone that story again?"
"It hurts to say the least. There is not a day that goes by where I am not thinking about that day. That day will always be the worst day of my life, that was the day I not only lost my brother the only guy that loved me but that was the day I lost the will to live. If it wasn't for you and your family, Marry, and being introduced to the guys music I honestly don't think I would be alive right now. You don't know how many times that it has crossed my mind to just give up on the world. Chase was the only guy that loved me for being me and didn't want me to change. He was the only family I had left and without him I have nothing. I have you but honestly how long will we last. You are now going out with a world famous band member and you will eventually leave me to be with him. Then who will I have no one to love our care for me the way you and Chase did."
"Sadie I will never leave you no matter what. I may not be in the same country as you but i will always be here for you. Don't ever feel like you don't have a place on this earth because you do. Also you do have family you have me, my parents, and now I am almost a hundred percent certain that all the guys including Paul think of you as family now. Chase wouldn't want you to be this sad he would want you to live your life without looking down. Who knows what is going to happen in this thing we call life but always now I will always be right here by your side no matter what."
By the time Sarina finished saying what she did i fell into her arms and was crying. "Sarina you don't know how much that means to me."
"I think I do." We were still hugging when all the boys burst back into the room and....
I am back sorry for the long what and the short chapter but there you go.
I had to leave it on a CLIFFHANGER kind of......
I am so nice. Tell me what you think. Love you my little Cupcakes.
Is it okay that I call you my little Cupcakes?