I wake up when the car stops, and see that we’re at Kegan’s house. It looks like Zayn, Harry and Niall are already here as well, and I bet that Liam came with Zayn even though I wouldn’t mind if he didn’t show up at all. Louis says, “Hey babe, how was your little nap?”
I yawn, and stretch a little, “Good.”
He nods, “Good, ready to go hangout with everyone?”
I nod, and then we both get out of the car, Louis bringing the bag with our extra fudge in with him. He knocks on the door since it’s locked, and a minute later Kegan opens it, smiling, and greeting us warmly. See, Kegan really likes Louis because Louis and the guys sell him drugs and weapons pretty cheaply considering what other people pay him because they’ve known each other forever. He’s Niall’s adopted brother, something about Niall’s dad being his God father and then his parents dying when he was a toddler. They didn’t want him to go into foster care or anything, so that’s how all the guys met him.
Kegan is pretty nice I guess, he’s probably somewhere between Harry and Niall when it comes to me. He’s nice, but not overly so the way Harry is most of the time. Kegan is also younger than the guys, even though he’s still older than me.
Kegan gestures for us to come inside, and then we all walk into the living room, where I see that Liam is in fact here, sitting on the couch next to Zayn. Some soccer match is on the television, and the guys are all relaxed, and I see a couple pouches on the coffee table which I know are various drugs. I’m sure that they’ll all end up smoking and getting high, and sigh to myself. Louis gets very… playful when he’s high or drunk. He just wants to mess around and doesn’t care whether or not we’re in private.
Louis leads me over to an empty lounge chair, and once he’s seated he pulls me down into his lap. He puts his arms around my waist and asks, “Hey, which game is on?”
Niall says, “Brazil versus New Zealand.”
Louis nods, and watches the game for a few minutes before Kegan asks, “Oh, I almost forgot, do you want anything to drink Louis? Evelyn?”
Louis asks, “What do you have?”
Kegan shrugs, “Beer, whiskey, I think there might be one or two of those fruity things from when Emily was still here. Then there’s water and coke.”
Louis says, “I’d love a beer, thanks. What about you Evie?”
He kisses my neck, and before I can say anything, he mumbles to me, “Don’t you dare say water or coke.”
I knew better than that anyways. I know when we’re around the guys I’m supposed to say I want a beer or something like that. I know that Louis doesn’t want them thinking I’m some little girl or something. He has a reputation to keep up, and if his girlfriend won’t even have a drink when they all hangout, that could hurt it. I say, “Uhm, one of the fruity things.”
Kegan nods, and comes back with our drinks already with the caps off. I thank him quietly and take a couple sips. It’s piña colada flavored, and actually tastes really good. The boys all watch the game animatedly, and I just sit in Lou’s lap, eating a little bit of the extra fudge and resting my head on his chest.
Brazil wins, and after the game is over, Harry is the first to break open one of the pouches and have some of the expensive, mind-altering powder inside. I know all of them will. I know Louis will. That doesn’t make it any easier to watch.
Soon enough, all of the guys have had their fair share, and after talking a little about some work they have tomorrow, Zayn says, “You never even try any of this Evieee.”
I shrug, “I know. I’m fine.”
He continues, “What, do you not trust us? Not trust Louis?”
I shake my head, “I trust Louis, I just don’t want to.”
Louis looks at me and smiles, “Come on Evie, I know you’ll love it babe.”
I shake my head a little, “Really, I’m fine.”
Louis shakes his head, “No, no, come on, just one time. Just try it, okay? If you don’t like it, no more.”
I look at him warily, and ask, “Promise?”
He nods, and I walk over slowly, bottle in hand, and sit on the floor next to him, right by the table. He gets some for me, and then tells me how exactly to snort it for the best results. I carefully follow his instructions, and do it quickly, not wanting to lose my nerve or make him upset. Once I’ve done it, I feel like I’m going to sneeze, but Louis puts a finger beneath my nose and the feeling passes. I take another sip of my drink, and realize it’s finished. I frown, and Kegan says, “I can grab you another.”
I nod a little, and soon after he brings me another I start to feel weird. Things seem different, and I also start to feel a little sick. All I can think is ‘why the hell would they do this all the time?’ I lean my head on Lou’s shoulder, and close my eyes. He asks, “How is it babe?”
I shake my head, “I don’t like it.”
He says, “Maybe that’s ‘cause you’re already all worked up, you gotta relax Evie.”
I feel him move, and then his lips are on my neck. He works quickly, finding my sweet spot as he lays me down on the floor. I can’t help but let out a small moan, and he says, “See, there you go…”
He brings his lips up to mine, and for a little while, everything feels amazing, like it’s just us two, and nothing could be better. Then I start to feel really hot, and push Louis back a little. He asks, “What’s wrong Evie? We were just getting started.”
I say, “Sorry, I just… am I the only one who feels really hot?”
All the guys shrug, and Louis starts unbuttoning my shirt. He says, “That’ll help,” before slipping it off and throwing it away.
He starts kissing me again, and I kiss him back heatedly. He lets out a noise that sounds almost animalistic into my lips, and I run my fingers through his hair, forgetting all about how I didn’t really want to end up in a situation like this in the first place.