Have you ever heard of those situations, where a normal teenager just goes missing, and no one really looks for her?
This is kind of the situation I am in right now.
I had rented a hotel close to the Chicago airport, and looked for a school around here. I am not sure if I would have enough money for me to continue staying in this hotel for longer, but the thing I am worrying about is how to survive. I have been crying for a couple days, because of the nostalgic feeling, and how I haven't heard from mom, and dad...
Millions of questions go through my head all the time..
Are they worried about me?
Are they looking for me?
What is happening back in London?
But there is something, or shall I say .. someone... I can't stop thinking about
And he facebook messages me.. right on time.
Niall Horan: Are you alright there?
Niall Horan: come back Rosie :'(
Me: I can't, Niall.
Niall Horan: I miss you, I can't stop thinking bout you, and I feel like I am just going to kill myself
Me: Oh my god. No! Don't do this to me./
Niall Horan: I cant live anymore
Me: Come here.
Niall Horan: what!
Me: Come to Chicago, and live with me.. be with me..
Niall Horan: are you serious
Me: yes, I am. I need you
Niall Horan: :') I am coming right away!
Me: I love you
Niall Horan: no way.. XO
Me: Thinking about it... I think I really do Niall
Niall Horan: we will talk when I come okay!
He logged off.
And I have a feeling he won't need to be on.. anymore.
I sit in the room, and look through our old messages, and I couldn't help but giggle. I also felt a tear role down my cheek, and I felt like this was a good decision.
I don't think I was ready to do this alone..
And Niall would be there for me, and go through this .. with me.