11. chapter 11
After everyone left I decided to start getting ready for this little date of ours. Luke promised nothing fancy just dinner and a movie. I put on light skinny jeans that fit my body really well. I slipped on white converse and chose yet another plain black fitted long sleeved tee. Although my outfit was simple it was really flattering for my body. I put my long brown hair in a messy side braid. For my makeup I went with slightly rosey color and dark brown and gold smokey eye. I slung my black leather cross body bag over my shoulder. The thought of luke and I going on a real date had my heart pumping out of my chest. There is something so different about him, he makes me forget everything I've been through. Things I can't bare to remember again..
I was taking Avery to a steakhouse that wasn't super fancy but not super casual and then to the movies. I decided to go with black skinny jeans, a blink shirt, and a red and black flannel. Before walking around to find Avery I made sure my hair was styled just the way I like. Jesus Christ she makes me crazy. We aren't even dating but all I want to do is pick her up and take her into a deep kiss. SNAP OUT OF IT HEMMO. I have to constantly remind myself that she might not like me as much as I like her. After all she was still so mysterious, I didn't know nearly as much of her as I wanted to. There was something about her I couldn't quite figure out. Behind her beauty I know there is pain. Pain that I hope she can share with me one day so I can carry some of the burden for her, or take it away if possible.