WARNING: THIS CHAPTER IS ABOUT SELFHARM
Oh my gosh we're going with them.This is amazayn.and by the way since last night Tanisha became a directioner too (Kinda)
"I'm going to murder myself.Bye."Betty said
"but you guys have to come that's what your parents said"liam said.
"No thanks the rumors about Niall and i are enough for me i don't want some marriage rumors too so never in your wildest dreams"Bri said angrily.
"And we danced all night to the best song ever-"me and the boys started singing but bri cut us off with saying 'STOP' .how rude.we all stared at her.
"WHAT?don't stare at me that way i already heard this song alot"she said giving me a death glare.
"Anyways i don't care about that who you danced with or what you danced to last night,i'm gonna go shopping"she continued.
"I'm in"bett yelled.Why can't she leave bri alone for 5 minutes?
"Ugh ok let's get out of here before our parents call and tell us we have to date these idiots in here"bri growled.
They went out and we just sat there arguing.Only Niall was quiet i guess it's because bri is not here to fight with him so he's bored.and Zayn was staring into his mirror.
well i think you guys already noticed that i can't leave bri alone.Its because i know her more than the others.She's crazy.She can does alot of things over this stupid thing.Look actually she hates 1D so much.Once her mom was about to give her detention so she bought One Direction's Up All Night Album and made bri to listen to it.Can you belive bri was crying while listening to the song Stole My Heart?i know it's funny because she started crying over a really loud and fun song.i have nothing against these boys i just don't like them and i'd rather not to be around them.that's all.
and by the way bri doesnt have a good history of being alone.
While we were walking down the street she started crying slowly.
"For god's sake leave me alone for 5 minutes"she said.
"okay but only 5 minutes"she just turned around and went.i didn't follow her.
After like 20 minutes i heard somebody whispered 'sorry' from behind me.i turned around to face bri and she just ran and hugged me reeeeeally tight.Like michael.
"i thought you were bri but now i can see michael's hair and hug."i joked.and yes when somebody hugs really tight we call it 'michael hug'.
She chuckled while crying.
"well maybe i'm going to be his twin in a couple of days"she joked.i just laughed.
"now why are you crying?"i asked her.
I want to die that's why i'm crying.
"Is that cause of the tour thing?"she asked me and i just nodded.
"Well it can be fun"she said.No it can't be.
"No it can't and won't be fun.remember that they're stupid boys that i hate the most,i can't even stay 2 minutes in a same room as that niall guy how am i going to stay 6 months of my life in the same bus as 5 of them?"
"Well we have to deal with it" she said.
"Sometimes i feel like i should start again"i said.her eyes grew wide.
"No way Brianna Alison Hemmings you promised"she kinda yelled.
"First i never promised anything i just said that i'll try and now i kinda give up and second yeah yeah whatever let's just go shopping" i said trying to change the subject.
After 3 hours shopping we finally arrived to Luke's apartment.
"Hey"we both said.
"So what did you buy?"Sky asked excited.
"well lemme show you .....um.......6 t-shirts,7 necklaces,12 earrings,30 nail polishes,9 tights,3 bracelents,15 shoes,4 shorts,8 high heels,2 make up collections,A lady gaga perfume,35 sweaters,5 work out outfits,31 phone cases,finally 6 bikinis with 2 headphones"i said.today i didn't buy alot.
the 1D boy's jaws were on the floor and their eyes were wide.
"guys don't stare that way she's like this and you have to get used to these lists of her shoppings"Ashton explained.and tani laughed.
"yup my bro is right"she said and went then sat next to ash.
"okay so you girls ready to pack?"harry asked.
"nope i should take a shower first"i said and they all nodded.
i went to our apartment to take some shower or better say take some razor.
when bri was gone betty told me to go into the room cause she wants to talk to me.
"Okay so what's up?"i asked
"well nothing really it's just something about bri"oh god
"She........um.............actually used to selfharm"
WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?
"wait a minute,hold on,my best friend selfharms?"
"used to"well it still hurts.anyways i went to their apartment and saw bri drying her hair.
"What's up mikey?"she asked.I AM MAD.
"SHUT UP AND COME SIT HERE YOU HAVE A LOT OF THINGS TO EXPLAIN"i shouted.
"okay okay alright slow down here i am"she said sitting next to me.
"take off your bracelents!!"i told her angrily.
"Wait,what?"she asked me shocked.
"I SAID TAKE THEM OFF NOW"i yelled.
"not ubtil you tell me why?"
"UGH GIVE ME YOUR FUCKING HAND"
"NO I WON'T"
"YES YOU WILL"
"THEN CATCH ME"she said and started running.and i ran after her.Finally i caught her on the bed.i took her bracelents off and my jaw dropped when i saw those.
there were like i don't know .... like almost a hundred or more cuts and scars on her left wrist but two of them were still bleeding.
"Just michael don't be mad at me i'm so sorry.please just i'm sorry.don't get angry.Will you please please forgive me??"she had tears in her eyes.
i think i went too far while yelling and being mad.
"I'm not mad sweetie you dont have to say that you're sorry.i'm sorry for yelling now will you answer my questions?"i said calmly.
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I wasn't about to tell anyone but once bett saw me it was an accident"
"okay now tell me how long?"
"6 months"she answered.Oh god.
"the last one is Why?"i asked my last question.
"being tired of everyting in my life"she started crying so hard so i just gave her one of my hugs those tight ones and she cried in my chest i could feel my shirt getting more wet by every second.
I think we just sat there for like half an hour.
"okay let's go and pretend nothing happend but you have to promise me you won't EVER do that again"
"um i cant but i promise i'll try to stop.is that going to work?"i kissed her cheek.
"alright but you promised you'll try now let's go start packing"
"oh no don't remind me of that EVER again i don't even want to think about being in a same bus as those boys"i laughed.
A/N : HEY GUYS SO THIS CHAPTER WASN'T THAT FUN I KNOW BUT IT IS RARE FOR ME TO WRITE SAD CHAPTERS SO NO WORRIES THE OTHERS ARE NOT GOING TO BE SAD OR SOMETHING.SO NOW HOW WAS IT?HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT BRI'S SELFHARMING?
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MWAH -BRI <3