Everything I Didnt Say

5sos made a vow that girlfriends are off limits. But when Ashton falls in love with the girl next door, how will he keep it a secret. With bitter words spoken, everything's broken. It's too late to bring it back to life. With time ticking away, will it all be okay? Or will they fade regretting everything they didn't say.

Self harming,
Drug use,
Suicidal scenes,
Hospital scenarios,
Near death experiences,
Brutal Arguments

You could say it has everything but to a certain extent. Don't freak out if you feel uncomfortable about any of those things.
The story makes for a good read and you will not get bored. Give it a go!

Please Fan me and if this Fab fic isn't your cup of tea then I have 2 other fan fics that might float your boat.



10. Beside you

Readers POV

The doctor came out and sat down, this is what he said:

We just ran an x-Ray, MRI and CT scan. The client has an open injury. He has fractured his skull and has cerebrospinal fluid coming from his nose. So far there has been no response from him and the skull fracturing has caused mass amounts of blood loss. his prefrontal cortex in his brain has suffered damage. At this stage we are unsure if he will wake up. There is only one option. We can do a brain surgery, which will give him a 15% chance of surviving And A 35% chance of him surviving but he will have impaired decision making.

The language was all confusing. "So basically luke is gonna die" Calum started crying. "What exactly is the prefrontal cortex?" Michael asked. "Well it is the part of the brain that gives you most of your intelligence and problem solving ability." The doctor said. Just then a nurse came and ushered the doctor back inside. Behind her stood Belarna. She ran over and hugged them all. She kissed ash and apologised. "Thanks for coming" cal said, he had texted her. "What happened" Belarna said. "Luke hit his head against the doorknob and fell unconscious onto the floor, because of me" Ashton said crying. "It was me too. Now he is probably going to die" Michael said. Belarna was shocked. "It was just a head bump? How is it this bad?" She said. "Because when to guys older then you shove you so hard against the wall and you hit your head on a doorknob and it cracks open! It is bad" cal said. The all cried in a massive group hug. The nurse came out and said "doc said they are going ahead with the surgery before its to late. Visiting hours are over but you can come back at 6 am tommorow. The surgery will begin at 6:30 and take 2hrs. He will then need an hours rest before we try to wake him."she politely Left and they all got up. "Belarna please stay out our house tonight" cal said. "Of course" she said nearly crying even more as they left the hospital.

Ash walked up into his room. It felt different, the door wasn't a sign of privacy but a sign of pain. Luke was not sleeping in his room tonight. Ashton laid down on his bed and screamed into his pillow. He ran downstairs to Belarna on the couch. "Please come and sleep in Luke's bed" Ashton said crying and hugging Luke's penguin. Belarna got in Luke's bed and looked across at Ashton. "I'm really sorry for this ash, I shouldn't of moved away from my parents, I am the real reason for this" Belarna said. Ash walked over and hugged her. "It's not your fault, I really love you but I don't deserve you". Before Belarna said anything Ashton kissed her and climbed back into bed. Calum went to bed crying. Michael went to bed crying. Ashton went to bed crying. Belarna went to bed crying. Luke went to bed hours before when he was knocked unconscious, all Ashton thought was that while they were crying, he was dying. And a part of Ashton wanted to be dead to.

Hey guys, I hope this isn't too much. I nearly cry reading my own story. I hope this made you sad because if it didn't then that's crazy. At least Belarna and ash have sorted it out. Will the surgery be successful? Find out next chapter. THANK YOU GUYS! ~Maddie

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