I was thinking the whole week about it. It controlled my mind. Living with Louis? The pro and contras? I've written them on a paper and put it on my fridge. Louis saw them already. He really wants to live with me but I think I'm not ready for it. I looked again at the pros and cons. I heard the doorbell. I opened it. 'Hi honey.' Louis greeted me and kissed me. We walked inside my appartment so he could close the door.
'Had a good working time?' I laughed at him. 'Yeah but it was boring because you weren't there.' He grinned. 'But now... I want an answer from you.' He said serious. 'Living together thing?' I asked him. He nodded. I sat down. 'Well... I'm still thinking about it.' I was playing with my fingers when he laid his hand on mine. 'Listen Eleanor, if you can't, I understand but just say it to me instead of killing me with waiting to give me the answer.' He said calmly but still an angry tone.
'It's not that I don't want it. I'm just doubting. Isn't it too fast? Isn't this what we want ? What if we see each other each day, each hour? I don't want to be depended of you when we buy a house of rent an apartment.' I said honest. He laughed. 'That's what you bother. Honey...' He took a breath while stroking my cheek. 'It's a pleasure to take care of you. If we buy a house or rent an apartment with my money I don't care because I love you and you love me.' He smiled and kissed me.
'Maybe... living together is a plan but you're not looking alone for something!' I said him and pointed to him. He took my finger and laughed. He almost put it to his lips. 'Deal.' He said and did like he would bite my finger. I laughed. 'Lou please don't be an idiot.' I said while shooking my head.
'Hey! I'm not an idiot.' He yelled back. 'You're my idiot.' I smiled and gave him a kiss on his cheek. He smiled like a dog who saw his boss again after a long time. I don't say Louis is a dog that would be ridiculous but sometimes he has a behaviour like an animal.
'Let's go to sleep? Tomorrow we have to go to university.' He broke off my thoughts. I nodded and stood up to go to my bed. The next morning I was tired while Louis was awake like hell. He was happy. We went together to the university like nothing could break us.
Through the week, I still had worked for the pub but in the weekends I organised with Perrie that she could take over my shifts so Louis and I could plan some looking trough houses or appartments days. Louis was quite obsessed with it while I was still doubting about that. Even the days he tried to convince me or cheer me up, he couldn't. I was scared with the fact that I would be depended of him...
'Babe, I have found something. A house with three bedrooms, so the boys could sleep at our place too. Two bathrooms because you could stand hours in the bathroom. And further on normal things.' He said. I looked disappointed when he said that I could stand hours in the bathroom. That's absolutely not true.
'Okay, okay you stand half an hour in the bathroom but I know we can't plan our bathroomtimes.' He laughed at me. Okay that's true because he always wanted to bother me when I'm doing my make up or something else when he sleeps at my place. 'We're gonna look for it, if it's nothing for us, we will see.' Louis promised me.
I took his hand and walked to the car up to the houses....