What ever this is I don't like it. I always try to talk or open my eyes or move but I just can't it's like I have been put in cement.
I heard these people around me. I gathered that they were doctors because I could hear their sophisticated ways of talking. They said that I stopped breathing. That's impossible. I am here right now hearing everything and a slightly feeling peoples touches.
Everything just stopped there was no noise until I heard the door creak open. Someone put their hand on mine and they started to speak.
'Hey' it's Luke. I could hear him crying. I just want to hug him and kiss him. Tell him that everything is ok. But I can't. 'I miss you. I miss you so much. I know for a fact that these are going to be my last words to you. After this I won't be able to see you or hold you for the rest of my life. I will only see you in old photographs and videos. I wish that none of this happened. Everyone is here to talk to you. Amy decided that we should all talk to you individually so I think your mum is next.' His crying it was unbelievable. I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't I wanted to say that I miss him too but I can't. 'I want you back Kat. I really want you back. I want to let you know that I will keep singing and keep being apart of 5sos because you loved me doing it. I will dedicate nearly every song to you at every concert I promise. You will always be in my heart and you will always be remembered by everyone. I love you. I think I gotta go. But Kat I miss you and I love you and I will always love you. Bye.' He hugged my unresponsive body then kissed my cold lips then he left.
Everything went silent again. I felt like crying but I couldn't. All I could do was lay here and do absolutely nothing. Luke I love you too.
The door creaked open again.
'Hey sweetie.' Mum. 'I miss you, you know. I miss your laugh and how you would always be happy. I love you my baby cakes. Oh my baby.' She was crying a lot by this point. 'I am so sorry. I hope you forgive me. This is all my fault. I love you so much deary. Have a good time where ever you go when you die. I love you and I will miss you so much my baby.' She left. Everyone is going to be so sad when I go.. I don't want to go.
The door creaked open then close then open again.
'Hey there Kat.' Dad. 'Uhh I don't know what to say apart from I will miss you so bloody much. I love you my beautiful baby girl.' Even my dad was crying. He just stayed with me and cried holding my hand. My dad was never really one to say many words but when he did he meant every single one he kissed my forehead.
When my dad left Shan came in.
'Heyy. Ahah ugh man this actually sucks so fucking much. You know that I was having my drivers license test and then you stopped breathing. My best friend stopped breathing. Fuck. I will miss you. I love you Kat. You will forever be in my heart and in my mind. I will even pray for you. Ahah well I-I am running out of things to say so before I make things awkward I am just gonna say this one last time. I love you Kat and I will miss you so fucking much. And I won't cry this time because it will make you cry.' I could tell she was fighting off those tears. It was so sweet that she said that. I want to cry.
Once she left Amy came in.
'Hey. Kat I love you. And I will miss all of us laughing together and smoking together. Ahah. I will miss you. You will always be on my my mind and I don't know if Shan said this but I won't cry because it will make you cry. I love you and I will always think of you baby g. Anyway I got to say good bye because Calum, Chloe, Charlotte, Jye, Mikey, and Ashton need to say good bye too. Soo goodbye I love you and I always will. I miss you so much bye baby!' She said as she hugged me and left.
'Hey.' It was Calum. 'I guess you can't eat anymore banana bread ay well that's gotta suck balls then. Mum will miss making it for you too. Oh yeah and remember like the first day you moved in and your blinds were open? Yeah I saw you naked. You have a good body. Well you had a good body. I have to admit that I always had feelings for you. Sorry I told you in the worst of times. You probably can't even hear me considering that the machine is the only thing keeping you alive. Well Jye wants to speak to his little sister so I gotta go. Love you and I miss you.' He said as he kissed my cheek and left. What Calum loved me. Like loved loved me. What about Amy...
'Hey Kat. I miss you a lot. I haven't forgiven mum for what she did in fact I moved out of the house but when I go to get my stuff I bet that they have kept your room the same. We all miss you, you know. You have touched so many people. I love you my little sister.' He said as he kissed my hand. I felt drops of water falling on my arm. Was he crying? 'Sorry for crying on you as well.' He said as he wiped the tears off my arm.
'Hey gurl. How are you doing? Wait why am I asking you questions? I don't even know what to say. I just want to say that I love you and thank you for being the best friend anyone could ever ask for. I love you and miss you so much. Sorry for crying I know how much you hate to see other people cry.' Charlotte said as she got up from the seat she was sitting on and she left.
'Hi!' I heard a depressed Ashton. 'And you can't reply that's right you're half dead I remember. I just wanted to bring you this. It's a sort of thank you for being in my life present. It's a hand made banana. I know how much you like bananas and that's why I left that day and I said that there was something going on with Harry and Lauren. Well I knew that you would change my life from that very day so I made you this. I love you. I miss you so much. Well I guess that this is goodbye then. Well bye.' Ashton said as he left the room. He actually made me a banana. That's so sweet.
'Hey hey hey it's spider Mikey!' I wanted to laugh. It was our little joke. 'Ahah well Kat I guess this is goodbye forever. Well until the funeral which I promise is going to be beautiful and yes I will make them play your favourite songs that are on your play lists ok. I love you Kat and I will miss you. You have been such an amazing friend. I will miss you kitty-Kat.' He said as he left now there is only Chloe left.
'Hey. I will miss you. Who am I going to sit with at school! Charlotte isn't even in our homeroom! I'm gonna be so alone! I'm not sitting with player or anyone like that that's so rank. I might sit with Phoebe I don't know. I am gonna miss you and I love you so much. Well it's time to go and everything. I love you baby g! Bye.' Chloe said sadly.
I was all alone again. Until I saw something. It was a bright white light. Then I saw everyone who just talked to me. They were pointing at the bright light. I walked towards it and then everything went white. I couldn't feel anything. Hear anything. See anything. I was gone.