Here I go about to tell the boys my decision with Melanie still on the phone with me for support.
“Boys I need to talk to you”
They all turn and look at me. Right before I’m about to speak I get a text, I read it and burst out in tears and I just ran out of the house I had no idea where I was going but I didn’t plan on stopping. I could hear the boys yelling after me, I didn’t care my life was over I just wanted to die.
Why is this happening to me?
I thought I was done with this.
The next thing I knew I was calling my mom telling her that I’m coming home she kept asking why but I wouldn’t answer. After I hung up with her I called the airport and booked my flight. I decided that I was going to leave all my stuff with the boys, I knew if I went back there would be so many question that I didn’t want to answer.
I got to the airport boarded the plane and cried the whole way home. My mom was there waiting for me, because she is the best mom she called Mel and Paige who were there waiting for me with her.
They all quickly rush over to me and could see that I’ve been crying. They all really want to know what’s going on but I couldn’t bring myself to tell them till about 2 hours later I was sitting on my bed with Paige and Mel, I showed them my phone they couldn’t believe what they saw. There were 2 text messages from Carly one was a picture, it was worse than a nude it was a picture of her having sex with Carter followed by the text shit that wasn’t meant for you. No fucking shit that wasn’t meant for me she was supposed to be my friend and she knew how hurt I was after I broke up with carter.
My phone buzzed again it was a text from carter saying “that’s right bitch I fucked your best friend and enjoyed it you fucking botch I wish you were never born obviously you were a mistake you should just kill yourself and no one would miss you whore.”
I was balling my eyes out again. Just then there was a knock on the front door I made my mom get it I didn’t want to face anyone. Sadly the door was for me, it was the boys…
“What” I said
“We wanted to make sure you are ok” Daniel said
“Well lucky for you we didn’t book a hotel and this is our next tour stop and you have a very generous mom who invited us to stay over” Beau said
“SLUMBER PARTY” Screamed James
“I’m not in the mood guys you can sleep where ever I will be in my room”
I went back to my room not even caring what the boys were doing they all just reminded me of Carter.
I heard a knocking at my door I let Mel get it, it was James coming to check on me.
“James please leave I’m not in the mood”
“No I’m going to stay here with you till you feel better”
I finally told James what happened when I told him he had such a sad look on his face he just hugged me and I fell asleep in his arms.
In the morning I was so confused James was holding me in his arms and Mel and Paige were sleeping on the ground. I had really good friends and I was really rude to the boys and all they wanted was to help me.
I woke everyone up and I spoke to them in the kitchen while I made apology pancakes.
“Guys I’m really sorry for how rude I was last night I was just not myself”
“What did happen?” asked Beau
“James will tell you I can’t talk about it”
I gave them all pancakes then went up to my room
I told the boys what happened they all had the same face I did when Arly told me they felt so bad.
“I can’t believe her own friend would do that to her” said Skip
“Ya it’s pretty terrible and I understand why she didn’t want to see us” James replied
“Why” questioned Jai
“Because you cunt we were there when they broke up you out of everyone should know that you are the one that stood up for her”
Arly came back down and we all just ran up to her and gave her a big group hug and she broke down in tears again.