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So far, i've just been sitting in my room. Somehow, Luke convinced Liz and Aunt Lori to go out and visit friends in the town over, so basically we have the house to ourselves.
Luke invited the boys and a bunch of people from his school that i didn't know. Actually, he invited everyone. It's only been an hour since everyone arrived but i don't know anyone, and i don't trust myself around booze an Luke.
Music blasts from downstairs, causing my room to shake. Luke actually has really good taste in music, but i can hear it just fine from my room. I'm not quite sure how i haven't gone def yet, but i must have really good hearing. Through the beat of the blaring music, i manage to hear footsteps outside my door. Thank god i dressed up in "party clothes" for exactly this reason.
Calum walks into my room, not even bothering to knock. He has a boyish grin on his face, and he looks at me with his puppy-dog like eyes.
“I knew you'd be up here. Why aren't you downstairs?” He asks me, sitting next to me on my bed. I wonder why he wants to talk to me. I'm not pretty, i'm not interesting, AND Luke told him that i'd never go all the way. Isn't that the main reason that cute guys talk to girls?
“I don't really know anyone and to be honest, i'm kinda avoiding Luke..” I say to him, and he laughs.
“Understandable. He's a little over the top sometimes.” Calum puts his hand on my thigh and i flinch. I've only talked to him a couple times and he's already trying to- never mind. Maybe i'm just reading the signals wrong because of Luke. To be completely honest, i don't know what Luke wants or what his intentions are. I don't know if he likes me or if he doesn't.
Calum looks at me with his cute eyes, and i can't look anywhere but him.
“I really like you Madi. A lot.” He says to me, and i feel like a weight was just placed on my shoulders, but at the same time one was lifted.
He leans in to me, and even though i can anticipate what cones next, i don't move and i don't flinch. A small part of me is telling me to go for it but another is warning me loudly in my head. I want to prove that i'm not boring like Luke said. I'm defiantly not ready to go all the way with him, but i can't help but want to kiss him- even the tiniest little bit.
His lips are soft and feel amazing against mine, but somethings off. The shape doesn't fit perfectly to mine like a puzzle- like i imagined kissing someone to be like. But i don't care. I can feel him trying to crawl on top of me, but in this moment with the music flowing through my veins, i don't mind. I will it to happen.
Now he's kissing my neck and my hands are in his hair. I love his hair. And his lips, and smile. I just like him. Every time he kissed me, i feel a tingle in the place his lips just left. All of me feels alive, and unstoppable.
Maybe unstoppable is the wrong word, because one minute Calum is leaving his mark on my neck, and the next, he's standing un front of a red faced Luke. Luke looks like somebody had just stolen from him, or like he's a wounded animal. I've never seen him look like this- mind you, i've only been here a week.
“Why the fuck are you touching my girl?!” Luke says in an eerily calm voice. I almost would've preferred him to yell. Almost.