ONE MONTH LATER
While my brother’s were traveling the world I was stuck in this stupid hospital room. Of course I had a made a few friends but nothing major. Not people I would want to bring home to meet my brother’s. They were just as messed up as I was. Our doctor, for all of us kids here under the age of 18, Mrs. Jackson, was rather mean but you could see the love she had for us kids in her eyes.
“Violet, this is your new roommate, Madi.” She said as a rather short girl with short hair, blue eyes and brownish blonde hair walked in behind her. I gave a small wave before smiling at her. “Be nice.” Mrs. Jackson said as she walked out.
“What are you in here for?” I asked her. “Not to be rude or anything.” She just laughed before setting her bags down on the bed.
“I have an eating disorder. You?” She asked.
“Tried to kill myself. My brother’s made me stay here.”
“What are you brother’s names?”
“Beau, Jai and Luke.” She nodded her head.
“Like from the Janoskians?” She asked and I nodded my head. “I could tell. You look so much like Beau. I’ve seen you in a few of their videos. Did you see what they did for you?” She asked reaching for her laptop that was in her bag when I shook my head no and headed over to where she was now sitting on the end of her bed. She pulled up a picture of my brother’s all of which had my name tattooed on their arms. “They got it a few days ago.” She said smiling.
“That’s awesome. Want to skype them?” I asked her and she nodded her head before I headed over to my laptop. Beau didn’t answer his and neither did Luke nor Jai so I called Daniel.
“Hey. Is something wrong?” He asked and I shook my head.
“Can I talk to my brothers?” I asked and he nodded his head before Beau’s head appeared.
“Who’s this?” He asked and I looked at Madi who waved.
“Madi. My roommate.” I answered looking at her.
“Nice to meet you!” She said through the computer. And he returned it.
“So, what’s up? Is something wrong?” He asked and I shook my head.
“Why didn’t you tell me about the new tattoos?” I asked and he shrugged.
“Were waiting to show you in person.” He answered shrugging. I then looked at him confused.
“But that isn’t going to be for a while.” I commented. “Were you planning you to come see me?”I asked and I heard Daniel yelling in the background.
“We were thinking about it.” He answered. “We miss you not being here.”
“I don’t think all of you do.” I said before Daniel appeared on the screen with a sad face.
“I miss you.” He said fixing his hair as he saw that it wasn’t only me. “ I would love to come see you.” He said and I just looked at him. “Vi, seriously.” He said looking at me. “I know I fucked up but how long can you stay mad at me?” He asked.
“A long time.” I answered back. “Just you watch.”
“No. You might move on by the time you forgive me.” He said and I nodded my head. “Is that the point?” He asked and I nodded my head. “Why?” I shrugged.
“You left me once, why wouldn’t you do it again?” I asked him and he looked down.
“Because I love you.” He answered shrugging. “Please. I want you back.” I shook my head no.
“It’s not the time. I’m stuck here until you all get back and I think you need to let me think before I just into a relationship with you again.” I answered and he nodded his head before Beau left and it was just me and him as Madi left to go and explore.
“Do you still love me?”
“Who said I ever stopped?” I questioned him.
“I just figured you would.” He said and I shook my head.
“I didn’t.” I answered and he looked at me with those longing eyes and it made me nearly melt sitting there looking at him.
“So why won’t you be with me?” He asked and I sighed.
“Because I was losing my mind when you left me and I don’t think I could do that again.” I answered being truthful. “Did you not hear me crying all those nights?” I asked and he nodded his head.
“I heard it.” I shrugged.
“You didn’t try to comfort me. At all.” I answered. “Even if we weren’t together anymore I still looked at you like a brother and you should have told me it was going to be okay.” I said. One of the nurses came in with my pills and I quickly swallowed them before I turned back to Daniel.
“I wasn’t sure what I was suppose to do. I’ve never really broken up with someone and then they had to sleep in the same bed as me.” He said and I looked at him.
“Why would you break up with me in the first place if you loved me?” I asked and he shrugged.
“I thought it was best.”
“You wanted to sleep around with other girls.” I commented and he rolled his eyes.
“No I did not. I didn’t want to do that at all. They were just side things. I couldn’t get over you and I thought they would help.”
“And here you are crawling back to me.” He just smiled and I smiled as his smile got wider.
“I can’t help it!” He said. I wasn’t sure how long we talked but I was improving on talking to him. I didn’t want to be with him yet but I knew eventually I would end back up with him. But this is his last chance.
I watched her fall asleep as we were on opposite sides of the world and it was late where she was but it was morning where we were. I stayed on until she was full out asleep but I left the laptop on and open so I could go back and watch her later.
“How is she doing?” Jai asked when I finally sat down for breakfast with them.
“She’s doing good. She looks good and healthy and I think she will be able to leave soon.”
“Think so? Did she say anything about traveling with us again?” He asked and I nodded.
“She said she would love to come on tour with us but she needs to forgive some of us again.” I said looking at Luke who hadn’t said anything to her in almost two months.
“I agree.” Beau said as he poured himself another glass of orange juice. “She looked good.” He said and I nodded.
“I think we should go visit her when we have some time off..” I said. I really wanted to talk to her in person and make sure everything was okay between us because I wanted her to travel with us and I wanted to be with her again.
“Already have it planned. Flying out tomorrow.” I smiled before finishing up breakfast and running out the door to buy her a present. I looked around for what seemed like hours before I finally found a necklace that had a silver heart on it.
“Is that all?” The lady at the counter asked and I nodded my head. “Is this for a special lady?” She asked and I blushed.
“Yeah. I screwed it up and I’m hoping this will help her love me again.” I answered. She nodded her head before she placed it in a blue and purple bag before handing it back to me after I paid for it.
“Good luck!” She said waving as I left and heading back to the house to pack some things before we ate lunch. We spent the rest of the day chilling by the pool and eating and what not waiting for tomorrow to come. Of course I couldn’t sleep because I was so excited.
We were all up bright and early to be able to fly home and see Violet. I was more than excited to see her. When we landed we wasted no time in heading over to the hospital to see her.
“Hi!” I shouted walked into her room and her eyes widened before she got up and hugged me.
“Hey.” She smiled at me.
“How are you doing?” I asked her.
“Really good. What are you guys doing here?” She asked hugging the rest of the boys.
“We had some time off so we came to see you.” I said sitting down on her bed and she came over after.
“Are you going to take me back with you? I don’t like it here.” She asked pouting and Beau sat there thinking about it.
“I will talk to the nurses.” He said and me and her both smiled.
“Thanks.” She said and Beau, Jai and Luke went off to ask the nurses if she could leave and I assume Luke went to see Ryan. James ventured off to flirt with some girls I’m sure.
“So, I got you this.” I said handing her the bag and she opened it and I could have sworn that she was going to cry when she looked at me again.
“It’s beautiful.” She said going to place it around her neck. She held it in her hands looking down at it. “You’re really trying to get me back aren’t you?” She asked and I blushed laughing before nodding my head.
“I love you more than anything else and I hate falling asleep without you. Just please, Violet. I need you.”
“I forgive you but our relationship will never be the same.” She said.
“Is that giving me permission to kiss you?” I asked and she laughed nodding her head before I crushed my lips to hers. She was mine again. I would never let go this time.