5. i promise
We were still at mine and the boys house we are watching mean girls and Lissy has fallen asleep in my arms i decide to take her upstairs "Im going to take myself and lissy to bed goodnight" i said to the boys and walked to my room. I lay her on my bed and took her clothes of to changer her into one of my tops but as i did i saw cuts and bruises all over her arms and body a tear rolled down my cheeck as i kissed her scars. Her eyes fluttered open... She looked a me a tear rolling down her face "i-im sor-im sorry" she said but wait why was she apologising she didn't do anything wrong just then i noticed more and more tears roll down her face but she never took her eyes off me "hey hay shh shh its okay don't apologise you didn't do anything wrong" i said pulling her into a massive hug "who gave you these bruises?" She didn't answer me for a while but i wasn't going to make her say anything that she didn't want to "my....My Dad" that shocked me i just whispered soothing words into her ear trying to calm her down. When Lissy was calm i asked "and the cuts" she took a deep breathe "i self Harm"
So many things where going though my mind like shes perfect how could anyone do things that would make her do this and why would she want to damage her beautiful skin because of judgment hateful people and all i kept picturing was her cutting which was breaking me even more and more
"Hey Michael look at me" i said noticing him crying he looked up into my eyes "promise me something" he said i didn't know what he was going to say but i just simply said "anything" "promise me promise me you wont do this again it breaks me to see that the girl i love is hurting herself" those words made me happy inside in such a sad moment he loves me and cares so much about me that this is breaking him i need to stop but i simply cant i don't know how. "I-i cant Mikey i don't know how i just cant help it anymore" "i will help you i wont let you out my sight i will do anything for you to stop cause i love you i met you 2 days ago and i already know your my world" "thank you" i whispered into his ear we just lay back on the bed and i fell asleep him holing me closer than ever before.