*During this chapter you should listen to Little lady by Ed sheeran and Mikill Pane or A team.*
"So what shall we do now?" Niall asked once we reached our honey moon destination.
"I don't know what shall we do?" I asked.
"Well why don't we get some sleep?" Niall asked.
"Okay" I said. I got into the hotel bed and snuggled into Niall.
Niall turned off the lamp and kissed my forehead.
"I love you so much" Niall said. I sighed.
"I love you more than you will ever know" I said.
*3 days later*
"Bed time" I sang. I got into bed.
I was only wearing Niall's huge shirt and a pair of night shorts.
Niall got into bed and snuggled up to me.
He turned off the lamp and we went to bed.
"Baby be the life of the party" My phone rang.
I grabbed it and rubbed my eyes.
I answered it.
"Mum. Why are you calling at 2:42 am?" I asked.
She let out a huge sob.
"It's Joey. He's.... He's been shot" My mom said.
My breath hitched.
"Mum. That's not funny. Let me talk to my baby" I said.
"I'm not lying Blake." She sobbed.
"Wh-What happened??" I asked. Tears started to go down my cheeks.
"He was in the park. We all were. He went behind the slides because he left his toy there and so Lola,Reese and I waited for him on the bench. I heard a gun shot and a man ran off. I jumped up with Reese and Lola and walked behind the slides and.... and Joey laid there. Blood was everywhere. I called an ambulance and covered up where he was shot. They say he could die Blake" She says and I let out a loud sob.
Niall woke up and looked at me. He rubbed his eyes and looked at me.
"Blake? What's wrong?" He asked.
"Joey.... Joey's been shot" I sobbed out. I dropped my phone and my hands went to my head. I started to tug at my hair and scream.
It always has to happen to me.
First I get pregnant at 14. Then I make the choice of having a friend with benefits, Then my baby almost got cancer. The nights up late. Crying and wishing I had waited.
The bullying. The fighting. The disappointment.
I wanted to be done.
I want to die.
If my baby dies, I die.
I started to scream louder and toned out all the voices and sounds around me.
Niall was crying and freaking out. He had my phone talking to my mum.
He suddenly ran to the computer they had in the hotel and did something.
He started throwing clothes into our cases and then he finally looked at me.
He wouldn't look me in the eyes though.
He was broken.
You can never fix that.
He probably doesn't love me anymore.
Stop assuming Blake he's just as sad as you. His first born could die today.
Niall walked over to me and he picked me up I laid my head in the crook of his neck.
Niall ran down stairs and he said something to the front desk person.
I still couldn't hear it.
I didn't wanna hear it because if I do then I could hear someone telling me my baby died.
Niall ran outside and put me in the car. i was shaking violently. Niall looked at me.
Still not in the eyes.
He takes in my appearance and let's out a tear.
He put his hands up to his head and started to mess with it.
He then started to, I guess, scream.
Why did this happen?