"Ughhhh" I groaned.
I opened my eyes but closed them again.
The sunlight was to much.
When I felt okay again I opened my eyes.
I looked around the room and noticed I was on the floor.
I probably passed out or something.
I sat up and shrugged my jacket off.
No use in keeping it on.
I stood up and walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. I looked at it and saw red marks on the wall behind me.
I turned around and saw more little red marks scattered around the wall.
Weird. I wonder what happened.
I walked out of the bathroom and into the bed room.
grabbed the bed room door handle but my hand hurt.
I looked down and saw that my knuckles had dry blood on them.
Okay. Did I get in a fight yesterday? Maybe Blake tried to help me and got blood on the walls my accident.
I'll have to thank her.
I walked into Joey's room but he wasn't there.
Most of his clothes were gone too. Okay. Seriously what's going on?
I rushed out of Joey's room and into Reese's room. It was the same.
I went into Cameron's room and-Just my luck- all her baby clothes were gone.
I ran back into Blake and I's room and noticed two things.
Blake's wedding ring and her phone.
I grabbed the ring and let out a sob.
I grabbed her phone and turned it on. There were 20 missed calls from Kyle. 12 missed calls from Zayn. 2 missed calls from Liam. 2 from Harry, and 4 from louis.
She had a bunch of texts.
I dropped her phone and walked into the bathroom.
I searched around. looking for clues as to where my family went and why they left.
I kept looking until I cam across 3 pregnancy test. All positive.
Then I remembered most of yesterday.
Me yelling at Blake. Me choking her to near death. Me kicking her out.
How could I be so stupid??
I let what was happening get to me.
Your probably wondering 'What happened? Why are you acting weird?' Well management called and they said that they decided on shortening my solos and cutting off my guitar playing all together. They decided I was untalented and now I'm getting paid half a million less the the other lads.
They cut Louis down by 1/4 of a million. Harry, Liam, and Zayn's got raised 1/4 of a million.
When I got mad they said that if I didn't calm down they were gonna fire me and make sure I lost every single thing I owned. Including my family.
I guess either way management made me lose my family.
I just can't believe I laid a finger on Blake.
I know I was much more drunk than before. My friend Matthew slipped a pill in my drink and told me to quote un-quote 'Live a little' I guess I know another person to blame other than myself.
I just can't believe I've lost my family.
I'm just so helpless and Lost.