My baby is getting so big.
All three of them are.
Cameron is 6 months old.
Also joey's birthday is coming up.
and Reese's birthday is soon also.
Right now Cameron was taking a nap and Zayn was here with the twins.
Abhay and Arabella- Both baby girls- were asleep in Cam's room also.
Niall was in Ireland this week. Reese and Joey were staying with my mom for 2 days.
I was basically alone until Zayn. (with Cameron of course but she's always asleep now)
"what do you wanna watch now?" Zayn asked once the movie ended.
"ummm how about Titanic?" I asked.
He smiled and nodded. He got the movie and put it in the DVD player.
We watched for a while until the part where Rose is with Jack and he's drawing her picture.
When rose took off her robe I noticed Zayn's little friend got excited.
"Your little friends excited I see" I chuckled.
"Yeah. I haven't you know... had sex with Perrie since before the twins were born." He sighed.
I paused the movie and turned to him.
"seriously. Same. Niall and I haven't had sex since before Cam. He wanted to when Cam was a month old but now he won't barely look at me" I said.
"Wow. That's stupid. Your beautiful" He said and I blushed.
"Awe thanks Zayn. You aren't bad yourself" I said while winking. Somehow it turned him on more.
"You better stop before I take you on this couch" he said. His eyes were dark. They were filled with lust and love.
He started to move towards me and he slowly kissed my neck.
"But Zayn-" I started.
"Shhhhh. We both need this" He said and then it happened.
I had sex with my married best friend. While I'm married and while his kids and my daughter were upstairs.
I wanted to feel disgusted but I couldn't.
I can possibly love Zayn................. Can I?