Living for what reason

Reagan, my name is Reagan. How am I supposed to deal with this when everything is going good and then BAM!! Ive fallen back down again and no one is here to help me get back up.


6. Girlfriend?

I stand on the patio stressing out over my friend and the guy I love. I hear the door open and I see Louis come out. "What?" I mumble.

"I'm sorry that Harry hurt your feelings, but he is a nice guy give him another chance." Louis says and it infuriates me.

"That is what they all say! 'Trust him he's a nice guy!' But would a nice guy make you do this?!" I yell and show my wrist that has multiple scars from the razors. Louis grabs my wrist and traces the scars with fingers.

"Who made you do this?" He whispers.

"William Walters." I whisper and I pull my arm back and I walk to the edge of the patio and I just stand there looking at the moon. I soon feel Louis' present leave but another one comes out.... I can feel that the present is sad. I turn around and look at Harry.

"What?" I whisper to tired to talk. He walks closer to me and puts my hand in his.

"I am sooo sorry please don't leave me!" He says and then starts to cry again. I sigh and I give him a hug.

"I'm not going to leave, I was just angry and I was over reacting." I say and he shakes his head.

"This is why we are meant to be together you put up with my crap." Harry mumbles into my hair. I pull out of the hug and I look him in the eyes and he looks into mine, I start to lean in by Harry hesitates and moves back.

"I don't want to hurt you again." He says and I grab his arm.

"I want you. I need you. Now!" I say and Harry smiles at me.

"What if you change your mind before the bond is sealed?" Harry asks and I blush on the inside.

"Give me two weeks and I'll make my decision." I say and Harry looks at me funny.

"Are you sure?" He asks, I nod, because like I said this heart will always belong to him... I was stupid to think that we didn't belong together..

"Come on its cold outside." Harry says pulling me into the warm confines of the house. "I'll make you some hot coco just go upstairs.".

I nod and I head upstairs bit I hear noise coming from Niall's room, I crack open Niall's door and I see that his room is destroyed. He runs a hand through his blonde quiff. He then jump out the window. That was very strange I wonder where he is going?

I walk to my room and I put on some black pajama pants and one of Harry's shirts that he wore the first day I met him. I lay back on the bed and wait for Harry to come in.

When he comes in he hands me a red mug that has whipped cream at the surface. "I'm still so sorry." Harry says and he sits next to me on the bed.

"Forget about it, the past is behind us and there is too many beautiful things we might miss if we live in the past " I say then I take a drink out of warm hot chocolate. I notice Harry's gaze on my face, I look at him and I notice that his body is really close to mine. He starts to lean in and I do to and our lips briefly touch and then his are fully in mine.

It's slow and passionate and I feel the heat go all through my body, the heat of need and desire. I pull back and I set my mug on the bedside table and so does Harry and then I lean in again. He puts his hands on my waist and squeezes them and I wrap my hands in his hair and tug on it, earning a moan from his.

I smile into the kiss and he pulls back abruptly. I look at him and his eyes are glowing red, he gets up and slams up the window and he jumps out. He leaves me laying on the bed breathing heavily... Where did he go?

I get up and straighten out my close and I walk down stairs and I see Liam, Louis, Zayn, and Niall in the living room with the lights turned off and they are watching Insidious. I walk into te living room and I sit next to Niall and Liam. I lay my head on Niall's head and my eyelids start to droop. The guys are really good friends especially Niall.


I feel like I'm being carried up the stairs by someone, I snuggle into the persons chest and I take a deep breath and I know that it is Harry. He smells so good. I hear him kick open the door and he close it with his foot. I can also feel him lay me down on the bed, he pulls the covers around my body and I whine. "Please." I whisper.

I feel the bed dip on the left side of the bed as Harry lays down. When he is under the covers I snuggle into his bare chest. "I love you." I whisper.

"I love you too." He replies and I go back to sleep. I think we both know what I am going to say when my two weeks are up.

Authors Note

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