6. Desperation and Pointless Observations
The world hates me. Woke up this morning and remembered last night. I then felt the need to do a dramatic scream that goes on forever like in the films. However, that's not what happened. I woke up and had cereal. And walked the dog. The end. Having scrolled through every single tumblr photo on my feed, I am now officially bored. I debate whether to ring Maddie or not. I decide not to, NOT because I don't like her. But, because my ears are still sensitive from last night and I do not want Maddie yelling down my ear and potentially bursting my eardrums. I ring Vicky. No answer. Stupid of me to think that she would. Mum and Dad are at work. They both are in the RAF and that's how they met. So that also means that they work a lot and I don't see them much. You get used to it, I guess. Already walked the dog. Washed the dishes and had food. I check Sky movies, don't watch any because I've seen them all already because I'be been in this situation so many times now. There is only one other option. No, I will not. Definitely not. I am not that desperate. I sigh, yes you are that desperate. I scroll down my contacts until I find the number. No one picks up. It just keeps ringing. Just as I'm about to hang up, I hear a voice on the other end of the line. "Hello?"