3. 2 weeks later * Divorce papers
It's been two weeks since I found out my relationship with justin was a lie. I tried not to cry these couple of weeks but I failed. I cried and worst of all Jordan didn't fall asleep at all. Justin always sang to him to put him to sleep and unfortunately I'm not justin. So he'd cry and cry until I'd have to play one of his songs for him to sleep. Daddy was his bestfriend who betrayed me. I honestly don't think he loves me at all, maybe Jordan but not me. Anyways besides that I went to court last week and got divorcepapers. I kept reading over and over again "do you agree to sign these divorce stating that you, Kimberly. I . Bieber will be divorced from Justin. D. Bieber ?" It was like that question made me rethink my whole choice. Did I want to do this? I gave everything to him. My virginity, my heart, my kid! How can I do this when all those memories are stuck in my mind. I shook it off and signed the papers. All I needed was his signature which for A fact I knew was going to be tough considering the act he put on that day. I slipped the papers into the orange envelope. Sighing, I sealed the envelope and let a few tears drop onto the front of the package, smudging the pen a little. I opened the front door and got in my car driving to his house. I got out of he car, slipped it in the mailbox and ran away as fast as I could. I drove back home banging on the steering wheel crying my eyes out wishing that this will all go away and I will wake up from this horrible dream. I walked in to see Jordan with Ryan, Justin's bestfriend.
K- Thanks for watching him, ry. I really hope it wasn't any trouble.
R- oh no if wasn't, he slept-
k- Wait! He SLEPT ! How did you put him to bed. ?
R- I Uhh I FaceTimed justin and Uhh he sang to him.
R- listen I know it isn't really my place to tell you this, but justin really misses you and Jordan. He cried while singing be alright on stage last night, he cried when he saw Jordan because he saw how much he grew in 2 weeks. He cried because he doesn't have you with him to tell him you love him. He cried because you sent him divorce papers, I know he fucked up really bad, but I know for a face that he loves you.
K- ha well I'm sure he did love me, at the time when I was having sex with him, cooking for him, cleaning for him. He doesn't love me.
R- talk to him.
And with that he left the house. I'm so fucking confused!!!