The Hero.

Lilly Mercia is a girl with a lot on her mind, almost too much. She's being bullied in school every single day, in every hour. Her mom is hitting her when her fathers not looking. All in all her life is a living hell. She's on the edge of suicide until her cousin gets tickets to this concert on front row and she never thought her life would change. But it does.

Warning!: Contains swearing, self harm, suicide attempts, and sex.
So if you don't like those above, I wouldn't recommend you to read it.


5. That hurt

I woke up  because of a stupid nightmare. I checked the clock on my nightstand, 4.30 am. Come on... I just really wanna sleep.. Apparently my brain don't want me to.. I turned on the lights, got up and looked at my books. Might as well read a book, now that I can't sleep. My eyes searched for the book I was currently reading, but it was hard to find, I looked through the whole room lifting everything, but it's gone.. '' Where the fuck is it?!'' Then it hit me, it's probably under my bed and.. Tadaaa! There it was 'Nightshade' by Andrea Cremer.

A/N It's actually a pretty damn good book, if you like supernatural stuff. Go read it! I mean you don't have to, but I definitely recommend it! 



I sat in my bed, reading to like 8.00 am, and decided that I would try to get some sleep, so I put the book back under my bed and turned the lights of. I was so exhausted even though I didn't do anything else but read a book. I Pulled the covers over me and turned to my side and tried to sleep. That didn't go that well. I turned in my bed, not able to let the sleep take over.. I groaned loudly. I JUST FUCKING WANT TO SLEEP! 

'No you don't, you know what you want to do right now' 

Wait why is there a voice in my head? 

'You know who I am, think. Think hard then you know exactly who I am.'

I thought for a second, wait. No I'm not letting you get to me again! Now I know who you are! You're not getting to my wrists again, and you definitely wont do anymore harm on me! 

'We'll see about that darling' 

I tried to shut the voice out of my head, and I succeeded pretty well I think. The sleep slowly took over me as a light knock came on the door, it was probably dad who came to see if I were alright. I got up, turned on the lights, walked over to the door unlocking it. The door flung open and a very, very mad 'mom' was in the doorway. She looked at me with those 'I'm-gonna-beat-the-shit-out-of-you' eyes and that was indeed what she did. She started of by punching me in the face with her fist, so I moved back a little. Wish I didn't do that though, she then turned around, slamming the door shut, locking it and put the key in her pocket. 

She hit me again in the face, but this time hard enough that my legs disappeared under me and I hit the floor with a loud 'BOOM'. By now I was bleeding from my eyebrow, and the blood ran down in my eye, and DAMN It- Fuck....

She just kicked me in the stomach... ''P-p-ple-ease s-sto-op.'' I pleaded with a lot of pain and a little tear.... And blood in my eyes. ''Aww, does it hurt the little whore when I kick her in the stomach?'' She asked me as if I were a baby.. I nodded my head and she just stood there looking at me with disgust in her eyes. ''Hmm... I think you've had enough now, besides I'm bored, and tired... Oh and you might wanna do something to that ugly face of yours, you look like shit! And your cousin is coming over later. We wouldn't want her to know about this, now would we? So get yoUR LAZY ASS UP AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!'' She screamed and turned around, unlocking my door leaving the key in and smashed it a hard as she could, I'm surprised my dad isn't awake yet.. 

I cried like there was no tomorrow, I tried to crawl-walk slowly out to the bathroom and looked into the mirror. HOLY SHIT! It looks like I've been attacked by a lion or something like that. I looked at me with disgust, she's right... I look like total shit! I stripped down and stepped into the shower, turned on the water and wait for it to be hot, I tried to wash all the blood out of my eyes and off of my cheek. 


*After the shower, two hours later*

I got some new bandage around my stomach, since that disgusting monster kicked me and made me bleed again. I looked into the mirror again, I still look like total shit. Maybe I should take some foundation and powder to cover up the bruises she gave me. I put some on the bruised places, and I must say, that I look like a prostitute on her way to her job, but you can't see the bruises now

I walked over to my closet, to find some clothes to wear that doesn't reveal to much of my bruised skin. I just stood there looking at all of my clothes for god knows how long, when I decided I'll just put on some relaxing trousers and a long sleeved shirt. I looked at the clock 1.30 pm, already? Wow time flies.. I walked over to my window and starred at the forest behind the house. 

I know what you're thinking right now, you thought I lived in the city right? Well, I kinda do, but just really close to a forest. 

A knock disturbed my seep thoughts and my dad showed up in the doorway. ''Hey honey, Amelia's gonna be here in like half an hour so, and she's got some good and exciting news to tell you.'' He said, and stayed silent. I looked at him with a 'go-on-tell-me-more' look and he just shook his head. ''No sweetheart, she want's to tell you herself, she made it clear to me that I couldn't tell you no matter what, so don't you give me that look.'' I give up, he's never going to tell me.. ''Also know that whatever she's going to tell you I'm 100% ok with that so you don't have to ask for my permission okay?'' He finished. I nodded my head and turned to look out the window. I looked back at my dad, who was looking at his phone. He was about to walk out the door when he turned around, walked over to me, kissed me on the forehead and walked out again. ''15 minutes sweety.'' And with that he closed the door and walked away. 

I turned to my bed and decided I'll just lay down until she's here. I put my head on the pillow and slowly drifted of to a peaceful short sleep.

''Lill's. Lill's. Lilly. LILLY... WAKE UP!'' And with that I sat up faster than a lightening. ''Wha'?!'' I looked at her. Her. My cousin Amelia, I haven't seen for about two years, we still talk through Facebook and stuff, but it's not the same.. ''Finally you're awake.. Took you long enough, I've been here for aaaageees.. Or more like five minutes, maybe? I don't know. But damn girl, you sleep as a rock.'' She said with a mixture of questions and annoyance. 

A/N So guys how is it? I know I ask all the time, but I just want to know :) and it's my first movella soo.. 

So far I've got some awesome feedback, and to all of you who wrote those lovely things, thank you all so much, I'm glad that you like my story. Anyways I'm so so sorry I haven't updated for so long, but I was... Errrmm.. Busy?... Okay I've got a lot to think of okay? I have world war 3 in my head so.... But I'll update as much as I can. 

Just 'cuz' you guys are awesome fellas! 


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