You. (Luke Hemmings fanfiction)

Sophie is a 16 year old girl and she is a little awkward. She decides to move to Australia because of her past. She wants to start over again, in Australia. She meets lots of people, people like Luke Hemmings. Read Sophie's story here.

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9. part 9.

Here I am, standing in front of the guy I'm deeply in love with. I look at him and try not to drown is his beautiful blue eyes, gosh this guy is perfect.

''So what did you want to tell me?" I ask nervously.

''Uhm..Me and Nicky broke up..'' He sais while looking down. I could see tears falling down his face and I couldn't help but hugged him. I know he probably hates me or something but I don't care. He hugs me back tightly and lets go after a few seconds. I look him in the eyes and whipe his tears away. I ask him why they broke up. ''I told her.. About the eh.. Kiss..'' He says, but he doesn't look at me. Shit, she must be so angry and sad. I remember my ex cheating on me and I cried for few weeks.

''I'm so sorry..'' I say and I feel a tear streaming down my face. He pulls me into a hug slowly and I can hear him whispering that it's okay. I feel guilty and happy at the same time. To be honest, I don't know what to think, do or feel.

''I don't even know why I told you this but I just felt like I had to,'' he says.

''Well I'm kinda glad you told me, I'll help you through this okay? You'll be fine.'' I say and try to smile at him. He smiles back and I can feel my heart melting and the butterflies in my stomach flying.

''So..What do you want to do now?'' I ask. ''I don't know.. Can we go to your place?'' He asks carefully. I don't know if it's a good idea but I just agree. I hope it just won't get awkward or something because yeah.. I don't know.

He opens the door of his car for me and I step in while smiling at him. He takes a seat behind and starts the car. He catches me staring at him and I look down. And again, I can feel myself getting red. He always makes me blush and shy, but he also makes me feel loved and worthy. I love every single thing about him, his blue eyes, his long legs, his beautiful lips.. Gosh I want to feel those lips on mine again. But I can't, not now. Not right after he broke up with Nicky and I don't even know if he wants to kiss me too.

The whole ride to my house has been silent but it wasn't awkward or something, we were just thinking.

He opens the door for me again and I grab the key to open the door. I walk in nervously and I walk straight to my bedroom. Not like I want to do stuff with him but my house is just a mess.

I sit on my bed as he stands in front of me, looking at the floor.

I see he's about to burst into tears so I just hug him. He cries and cries. My shirt is all wet from his tears but I don't care at all.

We stand there for a few minutes when he lets me go and sits on my bed. He whipes his tears away and tries to smile at me.

''Thanks Sooph, I don't know what I would be doing without you.'' He says. Those words mean so much to me and it makes me really happy to hear him saying that.

''You know what we should do Luke? We should write a new song about it. You can explain your feelings in it and we need a new song,'' I say and he nods. ''That is such a good idea!'' He says and grabs my guitar.

I look at him while he plays some random chords and I can feel the butterflies again. He just looks so beautiful, so perfect. The way he frowns when he concentrates and the way he bites his lip..

We are writing for a few hours and we finish the song. I look at the lyrics on my sheet and I feel happy we did this. We stopped a few times because I noticed his tears streaming down his face again but it went well.

''Should we sing it together now?'' He asks and starts the song.

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted

I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted

And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine

Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?

When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?

Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

Cause I'm not fine at all

The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone

I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone

And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around

It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on

It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long

It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?

If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

'Cause I'm not fine at all

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

If today I woke up with you right beside me

Like all of this was just some twisted dream

I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

And you'd never slip away

And you'd never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving

I remember the make-up running down your face

And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them

Like every single wish we ever made

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

And forget about the stupid little things

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you

And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all

Tell me this is just a dream

'Cause I'm really not fine at all

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A/N

Soo..

I want to thank you all for reading this and being all positive about it, I appreciate it :)

I know Amnesia isn't written by 5sos but I just thought this would be nice in my story. I hope you don't mind :)

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I love you guys <3

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