11. the blank hospital room
White walls, white robe, white bed sheets. It's like the only color I see is white. But then I look over and see Luke's beautiful blue eyed face.
"Hey beautiful!"
"Hi what are we still doing here?" I questioned.
"We've on only been here for a day and we're leaving as soon as we get your x-Ray results."
"Oh okay. Hey I'm real-" I started.
"If you're trying to apologize you don't have to!"
"But-" I stared again.
"Stop Morgan your adding more stress!"
"Luke I just wanted to tell you I had the most fun I've had in a while."
"What do you mean you got hurt!"
"Well my childhood wasn't the funnest."
"What do you mean?"
"I got compared to my sister a lot. There was this one time when I first started listening to emo rock and heavy metal and a lady walked up to me and she said 'why do you act like this when you have a sister who you should be acting like!' I took that so personal that I started cutting and I still have scars. But then you guys came along on YouTube and you guys made me realize how special and precious time is and I stopped cutting."
"Wow Morgan that's really personal and I'm glad you told me about that because I feel like we are honest with each other now."
But the thing is is that I've haven't fully honest with Luke. I haven't told him the full truth about the cutting story and how I still cut but nobody can see.
"Yah!" I feel really bad not telling the full truth.
