Anna span the bottle.
It landed on Luke and opposite Olly.
"Who is your celebrity crush?" Olly asked.
"Pfffft easy Mila Kunis!" Luke scoffed.
Luke span the bottle.
It landed on Anna and opposite Ashton.
"Kiss the person on your right"
It wasn't Calum it was fucking Luke, we all know they had a bit of thing. Cal went red with rage. She kissed Luke very quickly. But Calum wasn't okay, he was extremely annoyed. He shuffled away from her and span the bottle.
It landed on me opposite cal.
"Tell us you deepest, darkest secret. Something you have never told anyone!" Calum was obviously angry. He was fine with us just ignoring Anna's quiet pleas for him to forgive her.
When he asked this question one thing shot into my head. A secret I had never told anyone but kept since 9th grade. I can't say. But these are my best friends, I have to. I can't. Just do it Mike. Don't say anything. You will feel better if you do.
"Uuuh I can't" I shouted and ran up into the kitchen closely followed by Anna. She is so caring.
"You haven't killed anyone have you?" She joked. She hugged me. I loved her hugs they were the best. " Mike you don't have to say it if you don't want to."
" But that's the thing, I want to, I need to. I just don't feel ready." I sobbed into her shoulder.
"So don't tell us. Only say it when YOU feel ready to tell everyone." Again she is so caring.
I nodded and we walked back downstairs.
" I think that's enough spin the bottle for one night." She said " do you guys want to get ready for bed now?"
"Yeah" ash yawned.
They all left to get ready for bed, leaving me and Calum alone. This was the perfect time to talk.
"Calum are you angry with me?" I softly asked, but got no reply. He sat on the couch staring at the wall.
"Calum please, I don't like this! I am really sorry. I should have said no."
"Yeah you should have but you didn't, instead you kissed someone right In Front of me Anna. And that kills me." He didn't look at me, he continued to look at the wall.
"Calum I'm sorry. Please. I shouldn't have done that, it was totally out of order." I cried hoping for a glimpse of forgiveness in his face but there was none.
"If you will excuse me, I am going to get ready" he stood up and walked past me.
"Why aren't you angry at Luke?"
"Because he isn't in a relationship, you are." Calum stormed upstairs. I fell onto the couch tears cascading down my cheeks.
One by one Olly then ash then Mike and lastly Luke came back downstairs, but no Calum.
"Calum asked me to tell you that he is staying in your twos bed tonight, not down here" Luke told me.
"I have ruined it, haven't i?" I wasn't sad any more just disappoint in myself.
"I am sure you will work it out" Ashton said. "And I am sorry for daring you to do that"
"It's fine, I could have said no" I pulled a douvet over me on the couch. Everyone else got into be on the floor.
I fell asleep quite fast but without Calum next to me. I didn't like it.