3. THE NEVER ENDING DAY
It was only day one with out him , but I could feel the pain building up in my chest I knew it would become overbearing sooner or later but not this fast . I was in the living room waiting for Michael to come home cuddled up near the fire place with the tv on . As Michael walked through the door he put down the keys took off his jacket came close leaned over the couch and whispered "I'll be back for you in 3 minutes ." My face got red as I hear his foot steps coming closer and closer he grabs me by my waist pulling me close to him running into the bedroom he pushes me onto the bed ... "Ding dong." Our door bell rings as Michael's face gets red from anger I get up wondering who could be at the door at this time off night I look to see its Calum "Its meee ." He says with his arms around ally his wife's waist . "Can we come in or bad time?" I open the door saying "No it's okay come in." Ally sat down at the table with me so we could talk and Michael and Calum sat on the couch and played video games . Ally asked "So how are you doing so far?" I said with a sad kind of voice but trying to keep it together "So far good it helps when Michaels around allot though." She said with a kind of helping voice "It's okay to be sad you know." I just looked down . Michael came over and gave me a gentle kiss and said "Do you want to go out tonight with them to get you're mind off of things ?" I told him "Sure let me just get my bag I'll be right back ." While every one was talking I went into the room and started to cry I don't know what got over me the feeling of being away from Luke or the feeling that i don't know That everyone knew how I felt and knew I was trying to keep strong so I couldn't i don't know what I'm even thinking at this point . I got up and wiped my tears put on my makeup and my happy face and left the room. Michael asked if I was ready I told him "Of course." And we started out the house into the car feeling some stress being lifted . We got to the restaurant and Kalli and ashton we're there and I could hear ashton ask Michael. "Come on man does she really love you she seems more into Luke." Once I had Heard that I pushed out my chair and ran out the restaurant and went to the back and slid down the wall crying and crying thinking to myself how could you not see . Michael thinks your in love with Luke how dumb are you . You can't even show him you love him enough to get over the fact Luke isn't there? Michael runs out of the restaurant and he hears you crying . He asked me if I was okay and what happened. I told him " Do you think I'm more in love with Luke than I am with you?" He told me " Ik he's like your brother but i know that your crazy in love with me and that I'm crazy in love with you and you will never get rid of me and I'll never go anywhere ." I got up and went inside took my keys off the table and I took Michael by the hand and told him we were going back home to order pizza and play video games. We got home and the pizza man had just pulled up because we ordered the pizza on the way home . We went in side turned on call of duty and played all night . I went into bed and Michael came after he whispered. "I love you to the moon and back ." And I whispered back. "For infinity and beyond ." And he cuddled up to me with his arms rapped around me as we both fell asleep slowly and then all at once.