7. chapter 42
* Zayn's P.O.V
I have no clue on what to do now, Valerie's definitely not going to forgive me now and I know for a fucking fact that she's going to go back to Liam, that kills me. Should I follow her? No she won't talk to me, should I apologize? No! I can't she always wins and I'm sick of it. I'm overthinking this way to much, she said she was going to her house so that means I can go back to the party. Good.. I need a drink.
I was walking home, and trust me it's a long walk. Should I go home? I don't think I should, I really need to talk to Naomi. *ring* *ring* I look down at my phone and it's Naomi, thank god. " hello?" " Val! Where are you I can't find you!" She shouts through the phone. " umm I'm walking from Zayn's house", there was silence before she spoke up. " why were you at Zayn's?" She says not happy. "we needed to talk but he wouldn't talk to me, which makes absolutely no sense since he brought me there!" " where are you? Niall's going to pick you up" I give her the address and we say our goodbyes. I just sit on the corner and think. How could I have ever thought that Zayn and I would have worked out? We are so different, but I still love him. But here I am sitting on a curb on a Saturday night, debating whether or not I should take Zayn back. *beep beep* I am taken out of my thoughts by Niall honking at me. " get in!" He yells and I hop in the car and hug him. " thank you" " no problem" he says smiling as I settle into my seat. " you and Zayn are something" he says focusing on the road and I sigh, "yeah I know" " I wouldn't be surprised if 10 years from now you guys were married" I gave him a confused look and he laughed. " you guys may be broken up now but trust me, you guys love each other and one of these days you guys will be crawling back to each other." I thought about what he just said, do they think we love each other that much? I mean I do love Zayn but he hasn't said 'I love you' to me yet and he probably never will. " so have you asked out Analina?" I ask trying to change the subject and he looks at me surprised. " how did you know about that?" And my eyes widen. " oh my god! you asked her out!?" I squealed excited and he laughs. "yeah, but I didn't want everyone to know, like you and Zayn and how they bother you.." He stops and immediately apologizes. "it's fine Niall" I say giving him a small smile. " where did you go on your first date!" I ask excited, " we didn't go on one yet" he says and I gasp. " why!?" " I don't know where to take her?" " go to the beach, picnic in the park, go star gazing! Do something!" I say over exaggerating. " those are good ideas Val, will you help me plan a date!?" He asks and I can tell he's excited. " I would be honored" I lean in and hug him tightly, I love Niall. He was always so easy to talk to. " Louis and I are staying over at Harry's place tonight, you and Naomi should stay too" Niall suggests and I nod my head sure, what will my parents say? I text my parents and say I'm sleeping over at Naomi's house.
Ok have fun! - mom
I smile and we head into the house, why are there still so many people. I look at the clock and see that it is 10, oh that's why. I walk around and finally find Naomi on Harry's lap talking. I plop down on the couch next to them. "hello!" I say surprising them. " Val!" Naomi says getting up and hugging me. Harry gets up and hugs me too and we all sit back down. " so how are you feeling?" Harry asks and I shrug " ok but I actually kind of wanted to talk to Zayn, but yeah that didn't happen" Naomi and I started our own convo and that's when I see Harry's eyes widen. " what's wrong harry?" I ask and he points towards the other end of the room, I turn around and see a drunk zayn stumbling towards us, when did he get here? " Zayn?" I ask getting up " oh hey b-babe" Zayn slurs and I stand back, "Zayn why are you so drunk?" I ask for what feels like the millionth time in over a month. " I'm stressed ok!" He yells and I flinch, " stop yelling zayn!" I say and see everyone staring at us. " Why are you so fucking ashamed of me!? I know I'm a fuck up but I.." He stops and starts stumbling trying to get his balance. " how much did you drink?" I ask " not that much" " Zayn are you acting like this?!" He thinks as if thinking if he should say what's really on his mind or not. " because.." He says hesitant. "Because what Zayn!" I yell, I'm so tired and I just want him to tell me what's on his mind. " I love you"