1. chapter 36
I have had enough of this bullshit of a relationship with Zayn. I had to talk to Harry, as much as I didn't want to talk to him right now, I had to. I grabbed my keys and headed out the door, on my way to Harry's house, hopefully Naomi's not there.
I ring the doorbell and patiently wait for harry to answer it. I don't know if I'm going to be able to control my anger when I see Harry, I mean Harry was one of the people I trusted to go to when I had problems with Zayn, and now he was the one keeping them from me. " oh hey Valerie what's up?" Harry says with a smile, he's wearing sweatpants so obviously Naomi isn't here, thank goodness. " we need to talk" I say with no emotion as he let's me enter his house or mansion. " what's wrong?" Harry says with a caring look in his eyes, I once trusted him but now I don't know where we stand. " Zayn told me something interesting today" I say with a fake smile while folding my arms " do you know what he told me harry?" I say getting closer and he seems nervous, good he should be. " n-no" he stutters and I can't help but yell at him. " YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT!! HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL ME HE WAS CHEATING ON ME!? I THOUGHT WE WERE FRIENDS!?" I shout and he flinches. " we are friends" " NO WE AREN'T FRIENDS TELL EACH OTHER THE TRUTH, YOU WERE LIKE A BROTHER TO ME! YOU HELPED ME WITH PROBLEMS ZAYN AND I HAD, YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO BE THE ONE TO STOP MY PROBLEMS BUT NOW YOU'RE THE CAUSE OF THEM!!" I yell and run my fingers through my hair in frustration. " Valerie let me explain" Harry says almost pleading and I shake my head " you've done enough! I just wanted to come here and tell you how much you meant to me and now that's all out the window harry" I say tears coming out of my eyes, why does everyone want to hurt me?! " VALERIE LISTEN TO ME!!! ZAYN JUST WANTED TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS, HE JUST WANTED TO FORGET ABOUT THE PROBLEMS YOU GUYS WERE HAVING AND HE DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT! THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T TELL YOU! BECAUSE I WANTED ZAYN TO LEARN FROM HIS MISTAKES AND I SWEAR HE DIDNT TOUCH THE GIRL!!" Harry yells and I freeze, did harry just yell at me? I guess he answered my question. " I know I don't yell a lot but I had to get through to you Valerie, I'm sorry but I swear sometimes you are so stubborn" and I fake laugh. " well excuse me but if you haven't noticed I've been through a lot" I say rolling my eyes. " I know and I'm sorry" he says hugging me, I let him hug me because right now I really needed someone. " Zayn and I broke up.. I think" I say to harry and he looks at me disapprovingly. " what?" I say not getting his disapproving stare, Zayn has hurt me so much, why shouldn't I break up with him? " give him a chance" Harry says and I roll my eyes " no" I say sternly and he frowns. " Valerie Zayn loves you, give him a chance" " well last time I checked he's never told me he loved me and I've already given him to many chances" I say to him hoping he will stop bothering me about him, and hopefully I'll be able to get over Zayn. " fine, do what you want, but trust me he chose you out of every girl in the school, if that doesn't show love then, I don't know what does?" He says and I slightly smile, I can't do this, I can't go back to Zayn. " I gotta go" I say before heading out to my car and getting in. " Zayn had my heart and he broke it"