(This book will mainly be in Mariah's point of view unless I say someone else. And just to be clear skye and Pierre dont exist but Danielle and Eleanor do.:) xoxo)
It's been a couple hours since I found harry and now were just fooling around by a campfire. The boys all looked at each other and started singing Midnight Memories. I wanted to sing along so bad but I had to pretend I didn't know the words. When they were done I said "Bravo, bravo. Now can we eat something I'm starving." Even though I would throw it up later anyways.
Niall said "I like the way she thinks." and everyone laughed except me. I couldn't laugh. I had been thinking about my past. When I was 13 my parents said they didn't want me anymore and they gave me a £200 and left me alone in the house. Then I meet Garrett. I looked down at my scar that was on my right hip. But then realized everyone was starring at me.
"What?" I asked hoping they didn't notice me looking at my scar.
"You look like you've been hit by a bus!" Louis said, Niall jabbed him in the ribs.
"That was mean!" Niall said as he rubbed his side.
"Sorry," Louis said "but it's true. you can go take a shower if you want." He offered.
"Thanks" I said. When I got dressed I had to put on my jeans and a sweatshirt. The only other thing I had was a 1D shirt with nialls face on it. That would be embarrassing. So what I did was turn it inside-out and fold it. And asked where I should put it. "The first room on the left in the hallway." Zayn said.
"Thats the left over room." Niall added.
"Thanks." I said. When I got back outside they were playing truth or dare.
"Look who decided to join. Ok harry do your dare." Harry walked over to me and kissed me on the cheek. I felt sparks. Fireworks were going off inside me. I felt myself get really hot and I knew I was blushing. " Mariah? Truth or dare?" Harry asked me
"Truth" I said. "Ok so how many boyfriends have you had?" A tear streamed down my face. Then another, then another. I looked down I did NOT want them to see me cry. I started walking back into the cabin Liam ran after me. He threw an arm around my shoulder and walked me inside. He said "Tell daddy direction what's wrong." That made me giggle. Told him about everything, everything except the scar. We walked back outside and harry said "I'm so, so, so, sorry you don't know how sorry I am"
"It's ok" I said. "I need to use the bathroom. Be right back" I lied. I went into the bathroom took out my knife and cut my wrist I cried out in pain but did it again. I couldn't stop.