Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart

Vanessa was a happy girl. She had a beautiful family and a perfect boyfriend. At least that is what she thought. Her mother left and her father fell into depression. Her 'perfect' boyfriend left her to deal with her problems.

What happens when her boyfriend comes back two years later? Would she forgive him? Will she have a rencounter with her mother?

Read to find out!


3. Chapter 3

I'm going back to school!!!


I wish that I could just stay home all day doing nothing. I mean, I don't like doing nothing but I rather do nothing than go to school.

I threw my hair up in messy bun and put on the first thing I saw in my closet. I'm not really one to get dresses up all nice. I mean it's just school not a fashion show!

I went down stairs and grabbed an apple. I took a bite as I made my way to my car. I opened the door and put on my seatbelt. I turned on the engine making the car roar.

I made my way to school.

The closer I got the more nervous I became. I missed school for two months. I don't know if anyone will notice I'm back.

My friends!

How will they react? After my fathers death I pushed them away. They tried contacting me but I ignored them. I hope they aren't mad at me.

I parked my car in my usual spot. I got out and made my way through the gates. I felt pitiful gazes on me. I hate it. You know giving me pity actually makes me feel worse not the other way around.

I made it to my locker.

Crap what's my combination?

Let's see.... 42-28-30?

Nope that's not it!





I shoved some notebooks in there and took some books out.

"You never change do you?" A voice asked. I turned around to be face to face with my friend.

"Alison!" I said. I threw my arms around her and held her tightly. I felt her arms wrap around me.

"Why must you be so messy?" She asked. She took out my notebooks and books. She began placing them neatly against each other.

"Vanessa your alive!" My friend Stanly screamed. I let out a soft chuckle as he ran toward me. He pulled me into a tight embrace.

"Your suffocating me" my voice came out muffled as my face was smushed by his chest.

"Sorry" he said letting go of me.

"Guys I'm so sorry! I know I pushed you guys away and you guys don't deserve that" I apologized.

Alison smiled at me.

"Don't worry! We know you wanted to be alone so we left you alone. But your back now and we're still here for you" she said.

A smile spread across my face.

I have been friends with these two since the 5th grade. We have been inseparable!

"I love you guys" I said. They smiled back at me, but their smiles faded at what was behind me.

I turned around and saw Calum entering the school. His friends were right beside him. His hand was holding Ashley's hand.

If your wondering who Ashley is, she's the girl that was with Calum the day I embarrassed myself. Though it does surprise me they are still together. I mean she is known for fooling around with guys.

"Why are they coming this way?" Alison asked. Stan stood in front of us as if he were protecting us.

Stan I think they can beat your ass in two seconds but thanks for the protection.

"Vanessa!" Ashton came hugging me.


"I didn't know you came to this school" he said. I just smiled and nodded. Michael was smiling at me. Luke and Ashley were glaring at me, and Calum was looking at everything but me.

"Yea, I need to get to class now" the words rolled out of my mouth. I grabbed Alison's hand and pulled her away.

"When did you meet those guys? When did Calum's get back? Why was that blond guy glaring at you? Who's the guy with the pink hair? He's cute! Does he have a girlfriend?" Alison began to question.

I covered her mouth to prevent anymore questions from coming out.

"I met them yesterday. James told me to meet him at Starbucks but he never showed up. Ashton dropped coffee on me and bought me another one. I met his friends there. I don't know if Michael is single. I don't know when Calum got back and I don't care either. And I have no idea why the blond one hates me because I just met him. Does that answer your questions?"

She nodded her head yes.

I took a breath and made my way to class.

I just hope this day can go by fast!



That is the only reason I like school. It's the only time I really get to talk to my friends and it's the only time I get to eat.

I sat on the table where my friends were already sitting. Stan opened his mouth to say something but quickly closed it and scowled. Ashton and his friends began sitting around us. Calum awkwardly sat next to me. I moved as far as I was able to.

"Why are you guys here?" Stan asked.

"We want to sit with our friend" Ashton said.

"Hold up. Just because you dropped coffee on me and bought me another one, doesn't mean we're friends" I spoke up.

"Well what about me? I didn't drop coffee on you" Michael asked.

Well he does seem pretty cool but we didn't really talk. At least he wasn't like Ashton.

"Yes, your cool" I said. A small smile appeared on his face while Ashton pouted.

"Babe I've been waiting for you at our table. Why are you guys seating here?" Ashley spoke behind me.

Great! This lunch just keeps getting better!!!!

"Um Ashton wanted to sit here" Calum spoke quietly.

"Ashton. Of course!" She faked excitement.

She pushed me off my seat and sat on it. She and Luke laughed while the others scowled at her.


I stood up and grabbed my things. Not saying a word I walked away.

Everything was fine when they left! Why couldn't they just move to a different place! Why did they have to be here and continue making my life shit!

I don't know what I did to Calum for him to do everything he did to me. I don't know what I did to Ashley for her to hate me so much! I don't know what I did to Luke to hate me too. I just met him for fuck sakes.

I ran to my car and locked myself inside. Last year I found a way to leave school without anyone noticing. I have a feeling I will be leaving school often.

I turned in the engine and made my way to the cemetery. I parked my car and looked for my dad.

"Hi daddy" I said as I sat down. I cleaned the space around him.

"He's back and I don't know what to do" I whispered.

I always came to my dad for advise. No matter the topic, I trusted him enough to talk to and he trusted me enough to give me advise.

"I'm so mad! Mad at him for leaving and mad at him for coming back. I don't know how to handle the anger. I feel like screaming at him but I know that it won't get me anywhere. I want to make him suffer but that would make me be like him. What do I do?"

A small breeze caused me to shiver. I warped my arms around me for warmth. I closed my eyes and sat there. I inhaled the fresh air.

A small breeze caused me to shiver. I warped my arms around me for warmth. I closed my eyes and sat there. I inhaled the fresh air.

I love the feeling of relaxation. I feel relaxed right now because I am with my dad. It's like he never really left me. He is still here to listen to what I have to say. Being able to talk to him relaxes me. It may sound crazy but that is the way I feel.

Unfortunately my relaxing time was cut short. I was tapped on the shoulder forcing my eyes to fluter open.

Ashton and Alison stood there smiling like idiots. Every time Alison does that it means that I will be forced to do something I don't feel like doing.

It usually has to do with something I am terrible at. Last time she smiled at me like that she made me go ice skating and I ended up falling face first on the ice.

I sighed in annoyance and stood up. I dusted of my pants and gave them a blank stare.

"Where are we going this time?" I asked.

"What no arguing this time?" Alison asked a bit curious.

"Even if I argue with you I will end up going so there really isn't any point in arguing"

"Good girl"

"I'm not a dog!"

"Are you sure about that?"

I huffed and stomped my feet as I walked. I turned around and blew a kiss toward my father's grave.

"I love you" I whispered.

I got in my car and turned it on. Before I took off the passenger door was opened. Alison came in.

I gave her a questioning look.

"I'm making sure you don't go anywhere else"

I stayed quiet. I probably would have gone home instead of following their car to where ever we are going. She would have probably gone to my house and drag me out.

"Where are we going anyway?" I asked.

She just smiled and told me to follow Ashton.

I hope we do something safe this time!

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