I shoved him off of me and shakily stood up.
I avoided eye contact with him as I left the room, tears entering my eyes.
I stood in the kitchen willing for my tears to stop.
I did the breathing exercises that
Dr. Sullivan suggested to help me.
Memories of J entered my mind making me sob harder.
Suddenly warm arms engulfed me from behind. I tried to pull away, I fought against the arms before finally giving up. No, giving in.
I turned to the person only to realize it was Calum. I hugged him and sobbed into his shoulder while he rubbed my back gently.
We somehow ended up sitting on the floor leaning into a cupboard.
Calum hummed while I cried.
I thought I was done crying. I guess I was wrong.