9. Part 7 → It's the start of a new beginning!
*** When I walk home from the library that night, I am sure of it that Liam doesn't want to know me anymore. I know I'm not one of the beautiful people here in this town, but he still kissed me. And now it hurts a little he let me down like that. But I know what I'm gonna do when I come home, I hope my dad isn't home because when he isn't I'm going to talk with my mom. I want to know everything about that son, that they have. If I have a brother I have all the rights to know. When I walk into my street, my dad his car isn't there and I hope my mom is home. I walk inside and for one of the not many days it's peaceful here I'm going to keep it that way, so I walk to the kitchen and my mom is sitting there eating a yogurt. 'Hi Niall, I didn't hear you coming inside' 'I was really quiet because it's one of the not many days' 'I'm so sorry, love' she says kissing my forehead. 'Mom the other day, I came inside you and dad were arguing about a son. I heard the conversation and I didn't understood. I was thinking of it the whole time. But I can't make up with a normal explanation. Do I have a brother, and do you have another son?' 'Oh Niall,' she says sitting back down. 'I knew this day would come, but that you have to find it out in one of our many arguments. That wasn't planned ofcourse. Your dad wouldn't even tell you at all. But I don't think that's fair. Yes, you have a older brother. And his name is Greg.' 'Why doesn't he live with us anymore? I don't understand mom, another son belongs here in the family not God knows where. Where is he now? And why doesn't he live here anymore? What did he do wrong?' 'Darling, if I would know what he did wrong or where he is I would tell you. But I don't know why, because he had a big argument that day with your dad. But those were going on for days, I couldn't stay in the house, everytime I knew they were going to fight I was forced to get out of the house. I saw in Greg his eyes every time that he wanted me to stay. But I couldn't. I miss him everyday more and more, and what is tearing me apart is that I don't know where he is. I would love to see him again, that he can tell why he isn't with us anymore. But I don't try, I give up too soon. And I'm so sorry Ni, but I can't tell you where he is. But he would be 23 by now.' She says tears streaming down her face. Poor mom, I didn't want to make her cry. And that's just a horrible and sick story. 'I will try and find him mom! For the both of us! It's better that way! I love you mom, you know that right?' 'Of course I know baby, and I love you too! Everyday more and more!' She says hugging me tight! 'Btw, how was it yesterday? Did you had fun?' 'The party? Yeah it was nice, I've met a boy my age, Liam Payne I think it was' 'Oh, yeah lovely family. The mom has her heart on the right place, but unfortunately the dad in the family has passes away a year or 2 ago?' 'That's terrible, I cou-...' I get cut of by the noise my phone makes. I have a text probably from Harry or some thing.
Hey Niall, of course I remember you. Sorry for the late response, but I was out for a run and studied for my acting class. How are you? Not much of an head ache? -Liamx
I start smiling like an idiot, and I feel my cheeks heathen up. 'Who's that?' My mom winks at me 'Just a friend, nothing special' 'When your in-...' 'When I'm in love, I will tell you mom' 'As long as you know that with mom is everything safe.' 'I know mom' I say smiling at her And I type a quick response.
Hey! I thought you wouldn't talk to me anymore. So I'm glad the text came. I was in the library, but now I'm with my mom. I had an headache this morning but it's better now. I took a long shower. And with you? -Niallx
Maybe he does care for me in some way.