'God damn it Liam! You can do better than that?!'
my director screams at me
'I don't know sir'
'well I do, so do it better next time!'
I let out a groan, I love to act but how they treath people that's some other shit!
We're playing the musical, The sound of music and I'm the father that falls in love with Maria.
I love the songs and I love the movie and musical, so I thought it would be a great role for me.
'You guys can go home now, tomorrow morning you need to be here an hour before the lessons start.' My drama teacher says
'see u tomorrow, sir'
I say and I walk outside, well that has been an awful day.
I am thinking of making my voice better, and how I would do it.
But I also think how terrible tired I am.
I go to sleep about 5 AM and I wake up everyday at 6:30 AM, I just sit and think of the future and what to do with it?
My thoughts are always there, and it's getting me head adges, my mom says I have to focus on school because she wants me to become an teacher or something.
I wasn't planning that, but I will do my best a little more.
I walk past the library and the lights are still on.
I wonder if there are still people over there?
I don't even want to sit at 7PM in the library,
When I enter my house I see my neighbours there lights are still on.
I swipe it off and walk inside.
'Liam is that you?'
I hear my mom yelling from the livingroom.
'Yeah, mom! I don't know anyone else with a key!'
I yell back
'True!' she yells while laughing
I walk to the kitchen and take a glass of milk.
Than I walk to the livingroom and give my mom a kiss on the cheek.
'How was your day honey?'
she asks me
'in every break we have, I need to rehearsel and the teacher says I'm not doing well'
'he complaines about my voice'
'And you know the reason why it doesn't go that well?'
'I don't sleep that much anymore'
'Here we have it, well darling. Work on that! You can perfectly have a good night rest if you don't think of everything the whole night'
'I know mom' I say
'baby, don't cry! I'll be here for you! Every day and night, just like I was in the past. It will all come to his right after all, you know that now! I'll make you a hot cup of milk with some honey it will be better to sleep, I promise'
my mom says kissing my head.
I wipe the tears away and walk to the kitchen together with her.
She smiles at me and I smile back, my smile is broken but I don't care anymore..
I lean against our sink, and I watch my mum making the milk.
She always has been here for me even if others weren't, I love her so much!
'I love you mom!'
I say while she hands me the hot cup
'Be careful!' she almost yells
'and I love you too darling, forever and always'
It will be alright someday, I hope
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