I never imaged that I would be falling in love with him.
Only the thought of loving a boy, taking him in my heart and leaving him there to stay.
Craving for him, to be with me.
How much I want that he lays next too me and that we just can talk about sweet little nothings.
He's on his way over here, and I never felt this exited about anything more than him.
I want to hear is voice, see his smile and just hug him.
That's all I want right now.
It's so wrong, but for me it feels right.
If you told me a month ago that I would be loving a blond haired guy.
I would laugh in your face, but right now I would rather laugh myself in the face because I'm falling.
And I would say falling hard. But only for him. *DingDing* From Ni<3: I'm at your frontdoor x
I know I'm smiling like a fool but I'm so happy to see him.
I almost scream when I open the door.
'Hey Li! Missed you' he smiles at me.
I hug him and he hugs back, we stay that way for a while.
'Is something wrong?' he asks me.
'No why would be anything wrong?'
'No, I just had that feeling' He says when he walks to the kitchen where my mom sits.
'Hi Niall, how are you?'
'Couldn't be better' he smiles
'Mom, we're upstairs. If you need us.'
'Alright love' she says and than focuses on her book again.
'I love your room' he smiles.
'It's nothing special, I suppose'
'I like it, and for me is it okay' he laughs.
'Whatever you want, Ni. How was Harry doing today?'
'He was doing better, he was looking better too.
But just the couching is still terrible' he says when he lays down next to me.
'I feel bad for him, it should not be normal to have those things at such a young age'
'No, you're right. It shouldn't be allowed.' he says while looking at me. '
I really missed you, Niall'
'What did you miss, me or my body?!' he winks when he turns around to face me.
'Are you joking?! Of course that would be you're body' we laugh together.
'Well, I missed your body too. It's so comfy to lie on' he says while laying his head on my chest.
'All the stuff that's been going on gets to my head, you know? I swear I didn't go to the library in ages. I can't seem to find the real me again.'
'I understand you completely. Like since I met you and Harry, I didn't been to any rehearsals again. Before all of this, I would never missed one'
'You really did something to me, honest'
'You did more too me I swear, you don't want to know'
'You're one of the best things that happed to me lately. I don't want to imagine a life without you anymore Li.'
'I feel the same way Niall, you are someone really special too me. Nobody else could ever fit there where you are right now.'
'You are so sweet. I don't know anything how I could thank you for everything' He now lays on top of me.
His eyes met mine, and they felt something.
'You don't have to do anything, to make me happier than I am now.'
'Yeah, I think I do know what you want.'
'I have everything, Niall'
'No, you don't have me' he whispers in my ear.
He looks up and his eyes go to my lips and than again to my eyes.
He's driving me crazy.
'I can give what you want.'
He slowly leans down to my lips, and this feels so right.
His lips and mine connect and it's like chemistry.
We feel that huge tense between us, and I like that. His kiss is soft and so so sweet.
Slowly he puts his thong in my mount and we start playing with each other.
My hands are under his shirt while, his hands are in my hair. Am I dreaming?!
I slip off his t-shirt and we break the kiss to breathe.
'I know what I want, all I want is you' he whispers in my ear.