Once again, I'm sitting in the library for the fourth
time this week.
It's Thursday and my parents are fighting again..
I run away about everyday, after school I'm home for an hour maybe?
Because when my dad comes home from work the fights re start again.
It's now about 7 PM and I sit here for about an hour and a half..
Right now I'm reading the new best seller “Divergent”
I know the movie is already out but I got the book last week and I want to finish the book first and than watch the movie.
I love the way how Veronica Roth, Beatrice's thought writes.
I love every word about it, just like The Fault In Our Stars from John Green.
How he writes about the feelings from Hazel, but also Augustus, wonderful!
Maybe that book was a bit girly, but I love to read and it was an amazing book!
Books inspire me, how the world works and how to deal with things we all can receive.
Currently I'm writing a short story about a girl who is pregnant but her parents don't want her anymore.
Also a thing we can deal with in life.
My fantasies and books need to be true but also easy to believe, that's what I like too read to!
My parents always told me I should focus more on my studies, than on books and some silly stories.
But I don't really care, I like to read and love it!
I never wanted to be something in this world, no I would be on my own and finding and doing everything my way...
But some people don't understand that, and they say it's importing for my future.
But I think that other things are more importing for it.
Like my future needs to be based on truth and love,
expressing your own feelings and thoughts, the world would be so much better if the people wouldn't be so picky these days..
What can I do about it right?
because I don't say a word no I wouldn't be able to do that..
Nobody would ever take it serious because it's from me, the boy behind the books and the computer...
I could change myself, yes.
Do I want that? No.
If I would change, people wouldn't recognize me.
Not that I find that bad, not really...
I would wish that people don't recognize me...
But I could only dream that, my dad is mayor from my town.
So they know me as the son of Bobby the mayor...
Sadly enough, I try to keep myself hidden from all that..
Sometimes that works but other times not, but I still see myself as Niall Horan a normal teenage boy, happily!
I watch my phone and it's already 8:42 PM in 15 minutes the library closes,
so I take my stuff and leave all the peace because it will soon be over.
I walk to Helen, and she smiles at me
'See U tomorrow, Niall'
'Bye Helen, Tomorrow'
I smile back at her..
What a night, I walk outside and it's very dark and there are already stars above me.
My book is really good!
I'm already at part 14!
Love it so far!
When I make it at home, I look for a last time up to the stars and let out a deep breath.
God bless me,
And than I walk inside...
I hear mom and dad already when I walk inside, and just on that moment I hear my name.
I go abit closer to the kitchen door and I hear it better..
'What about Niall??!!' my dad yells
'You better spent some time with him! For Gods sakes!'
my mom yells back
'You know I have don't have the time!'
'But you have time for your other son?'
'Don't! Start about that!!!!' my dad yells very hard!
I heard enough...
I walk to my room in silence, they don't have to know I'm home.
I lay down on my bed and I overthink all the things I just heard,
what the heck was that about another son?
Do my parents have another son?
I don't know from?
I have a brother?
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