I feel horrible. I just didn't want her getting hurt again, but I didn't think what I did through.
Now I've hurt her.
I burst into our hotel suite, where for some reason everyone decided to hang out.
They all looked at me.
My mum asked.
I wiped away the couple of tears that had managed to escape my eyes.
I didn't reply, and just went Into my room.
"Ashton sweetie. What's wrong?"
My mum said opening my door which I had just shut.
"Did you hear what I did?"
I asked looking at her as she sat in the bed next to me.
She shook her head.
"No, what is it? I'm sure it's not even bad."
She responded, trying to make me feel better, but it wasn't working, because I know what I did was a real dick move.
"No mum, it is. I hurt my sister. I'm supposed to be the one who makes sure no one hurts her,but no, Instead I hurt her. I'm the worst brother."
"Oh Ashton what did you do?"
"Well...You know how Ashley and Luke..."
She cut me off.
"Yea yea, just tell me what you did."
"I found out yesterday that he had asked her to be his girlfriend. So when we were at the restaurant I made him break up with her, and say some things. That's why she was really upset last night, and she found out that I did that, but all I was trying to d..."
"Oh honey,what did you tell him to tell her?"
She said sounding disappointed.
"What Jacob had told her a couple of times, but I really regret it now, all I wanted was for her to not like Luke, i just wanted them to be over each other!"
She shook her head.
"Ashton,you can't just make two people not love each other anymore, it doesn't work that way."
"I know, I guess I was kind of hoping there was still time to change their minds about each other. I just didn't want Luke to hurt her, instead I was the one who hurt her."
She rubbed my back.
"Luke Hemmings is one of the sweetest boys alive,and you know he would never do anything to hurt anyone, especially Ashley. He's done nothing but treat her like a princess since the day them two met."
"Yea, your right mum.I guess I wasn't really thinking about Luke. I mean after the whole Jacob thing, all I think about is Ashley.not whoever she's around."
She smiled and gave me a hug.
"Now let them be."
"But now Ashley hates me."
I said putting my face in my hands.
"Your sister loves you to pieces, she's just upset, just give her some time darling."
"Now think about things before you go and do them next time."
She said getting up to leave.
She looked back at me.
"What If I can't get over Luke dating her?"
"You'll have to, anything you say isn't going to change their feelings towards one another."
She said walking out of the room.
She's right, but I can't. I just can't.