I was trying to come up with the word I needed. I know that it sounds confusing and everything, but I still need to find out the word. If I don't find it, I won't be able to finish writing the song I am currently working on... I know that I don't really think they are going to let me use the song, but I need to get my emotions out and this is the only way to do so.
"Andreu?" I heard a voice coming from outside the door. "I know that you are in there." I rolled my eyes as Calum entered the room. "You are needed on stage." I gave him a tight nod. "What are you doing?"
"Looking for a word." I replied as I packed everything back to my bag. "Any word that can replace little fucker bastard idiotic arsehole." I added. "Any ideas?" I questioned.
"Andreu," Calum sighed as he sat down next to me. "I know that you feel betrayed and hurt and-" I scuffed. "Could you please let me finish?" I rolled my eyes but nodded. "I know Luke okay, I know that his intentions were for protecting you, and damn the kid did a terrible job at it. He lied because he knows how fan will start up a hate campaign against you and he doesn't want for you to feel bad at any point. We all know that he should have done it differently." He licked his lips. "Just know that he is sorry."
"You bet." I muttered and stood up. "I'm heading over to the stage." I added. "He should be the one saying sorry Calum. He knows why I didn't want to admit my feelings, and he did the one thing that he promised me he would never do." I sighed and walked away.
I didn't turn to look back when Calum called my name again, I didn't want to deal with him or thinking about what Luke did to me. I had enough of depressing talk for the day, and I simply wanted to figure out what the hell did they need from me.
I entered the stage and everyone stopped talking to stare at me. Yes, I might have been hiding away for a couple of days, only coming out for rehearsals and the concerts, but they had to understand, that I am in no mood to deal with bullshit at the moment.
"I am here." I spoke crossing my arms. "In what can I be of help?" I questioned staring at Matt.
"I know you are not going to like this," He started and licked his lips. "But you are in for an interview with Luke." I pressed my lips together and nodded. "You'll do it?"
"I'll do what I have to do to follow the contract I signed." I replied. "So if this means that I have to pretend to like someone, I will do it." I added. "When is this so called interview."
"In two hours." Matt replied and I nodded. "They want to talk about the song you two wrote." I let out a sigh.
"Where is Luke?" I questioned. "If I am going to lie, we have to have a story. He needs to be aware of the lies so that we are not caught on them."
"I'm here." Luke replied and turned to stare at him. "But we don't have to lie Andreu." He licked his lips. "I will tell the truth, that you and I are something."
"A bit too late for that mate." I snapped. "Here's the deal, we wrote it out of our hearts, because we have someone. I have a 'friend' back home and so do you." I replied. "Because you and I, we are nothing."