Saying that I am slightly nervous is an understatement, saying that I am nervous, is still an understatement, I am almost peeing my pants as to how nervous I am at the moment... (Disgusting, I know, deal with it.) I think that I might even create a hole on the place I've been pacing in the past ten minutes.
After the song, I told Luke to meet me at my dressing room when he was done, I had something really important to tel him. So hence as to why I am a nervous wreck. Like, what if he doesn't show up because I fucked up ignoring him? What if he found someone else in the five days I've ignored him? What if he finally realised that I am not pretty? Holy cheese! WHAT IF HE REALISES THAT HE DOESN'T LIKE GIRLS!
"Andreu?" Luke's voice startled me, causing me to fall down on my bum. "Geez, are you okay?" Luke rushed to my side.
"I'm okay." I replied, feeling my face red as a tomato. "Thanks though." I added as he helped me get up.
"You sure?" He questioned and I nodded as we both sat on the couch. "You asked me to come." He spoke and I nodded. "What is so urgent."
I took in a deep breath and sat indian style (or crossed legs, whichever) and stared at Luke. "This is so hard for me to say." I started. "I vowed to myself, that when I came to this tour that I wasn't going to fall in love with any of you." Luke's face was pure disappointment. "I have a very valid reason as to why." I added in a whisper. "When I was four, my mother took me to the park, she wanted to tell me a secret," I took in a deep breath and closed my eyes. "She told me that I was her favourite and that she was always going to love me more." I took another deep breath, no tears had to come out. "You know that my mother isn't in the picture." Luke nodded. "You read the song I wrote." I whispered and he took my hand. "My mother left me alone that day." I said. "She told me that she was going to get me some ice cream, but she never came back. I was left alone in the middle of the park when I was four years old." Luke rubbed my hand. "Since that day, I promised myself that I wasn't going to believe when people told me that they loved me." I stared at him. "I don't want to be left." I added in a whisper.
"Andreu." Luke sighed as he embraced me in a hug. "I can assure you, that I will never ever leave you." He caressed my hair. "You are the most amazing person I have ever known. I can't even think of leaving or forgetting you." He pulled out and stared at me. "I'm not asking you to like me back, just give me a chance to prove that I am worth it."
"I know you are worth it." I replied and stood up. "I can't talk about it, but I can sing it." I added grabbing my guitar.
"I no longer believed in the idea
of soulmates, or love at first sight.
But I was beginning to believe
that a very few times in your
life, if you were lucky,
you might meet someone
who was exactly
right for you.
Not because he was perfect,
or because you were,
but because your combined
flaws were arranged in a way
that allowed two separated
beings to hinge together."
I placed my guitar down and stared at Luke. "I do like you Luke, so much that it scares me." I whispered.
Luke sat closer to me and cupped my face. "Don't be scared." He spoke to my lips. "I will protect you for ever." He added before kissing me.
Luke and I were kissing.
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