End Up Here

Oh the irony... I vowed to myself that no matter what, I was not going to fall in love with a band member. I was merely the opening act, but I swore that nothing more. It seems to me that fate decided differently...

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15. Day 15: Just Accept It

 

Come on Andreu! Think! I we both know that you can do it! We both know that you can come up and write a love song and then share it with Luke so that you two have the song. How hard can it be to write a song about the guy you like? It's easy Andreu:

Just imagine his sea blue eyes, the way they stare at you when you are doing something. His gorgeous blond hair, so soft and so easy to run your hand through it... The perfect body, how my head rests perfectly on his shoulder (as he is at least a head taller than me) and how his strong arms embrace me when he gives me a hug... Don't forget about the lip ring, oh God! what would it be like to kiss him and feel the lip ring...

ANDREU FRANCOIS STOP! YOU PROMISED YOURSELF THAT YOU WERE NOT GOING TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ANYONE! 

I let out a sigh and threw my head back. I know that my brain is right, but it is so hard when that person is the type of person you do want to fall in love with. This is so damn complicated, I might have sworn to myself that I wasn't going to fall in love with anyone, but apparently my heart didn't get the memo...

 

"Andreu Matt is looking for-" Ashton's voice scared me making me jump and fall into the chair that was behind me, which also fell down with me on it. "Holy shit Andreu are you okay?"

"If I weren't on the floor right now Ashton, you would be running for your life." I spoke as I got up. "Why the hell didn't you knock the door?" I raised an eyebrow. 

Ashton shrugged. "As I was saying, Matt is looking for you." I nodded. "How are you going with the song?" 

I rolled my eyes. "Stuck at it." I sighed. "Who would have thought that writing a love song was going to be so difficult?" 

"You're the one making it difficult Andreu." Ashton said as he sat down on the couch. 

"I beg your pardon?" I crossed my arms and started at him. 

"Andreu I don't know how the others don't see it, but I do, and I know that you feel something more than friendship towards Luke and it is not hate. Just accept the fact that you like Luke. It will be easier for you and maybe when you do accept it the song will come naturally, and Luke might make his move." Ashton spoke. 

My mouth dropped and I furrowed my eyebrows. "How the hell?" 

"As I said, obvious." Ashton winked. "Now go off, Matt doesn't like to wait." 

 

I rolled my eyes and walked out of the room. I knew that I was developing a crush, but I was bound not to embrace it. Who was going to assure me that Luke would actually want to be with me and not leave me? I mean, do you know who I am? 

 

I was already outside Matt's door when I heard Calum and Luke talking around the corner. I frowned as a sentence caught my attention.

 

"So I just tell her that I like her?" Luke questioned. "Andreu I like you more than a friend?" 

"Without the hesitation." Calum chuckled. "But just like that mate." 

 

Crap.

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